Roll Call 72

My brother just said to me I can tell you've been drinking because you're talking about your symptoms again. But I feel drinking makes it easier for me to talk about my symptoms because I care less about people's reactions. Lol I'm not saying we should all drink but sometimes I find it helps me.

did some school work but i dont think ill be able to pass biology. i stand at a 62 in there. its supposed to be biology for non science majors but its all science. i mean the class synopsis said it would focus on the founders of science and less science, less labs. but its all lab work and about scientific stuff. i just dont get it.

i havent been to therapy in weeks. i have it on monday. but its with the fill in therapist. well shes going to be my new therapist. :/ :/ :/

i wish i could go back to my old one but she cant see me anymore.

I missed my therapy appt this week my pnp appt too. My pnp just spoke to me on the phone. I wonder if there will be a copayment for that. I don't feel badly about missing therapy...it's actually a relief not to go.

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I'm going to interview my next t. I need someone I can connect with. I'm so worried about telling my current t that I want another t. I'm afraid of hurting her feelings. I've been seeing her for 2 + years and she still doesn't know my kids names.

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i agree. its kind of a relief not to goto therapy. i havent missed any of mine but its still a relief. to an extent.

I've only ever had group therapy and I hated every minute of it. In fact the most I said was literally hello and my name. I think one on one therapy would probably be good for me but it would take a while for me to actually open up fully. I find it quite triggering to tell people face to face about my symptoms. Also its not like my therapist would believe anything i tell them, they'll just brush it all off as delusions. But unless I go private I don't think I'll get one to one therapy.

Throat is still killing me, but I'll survive.

It seems I don't have positive symptoms too bad when on these pain meds, probably has no reason why I'm nearing hearing stuff, but its still cool

i want a burger king whopper or taco bell so bad. i missed my chance to get a halloween whopper last year. Will NOT miss my chance this october!!! all black bun!!!

yuck ive been sleeping all day hi

35 degrees celsius here, ugh. How am I supposed to sleep..

Still sick with this stupid cold, ugh!

I feel proud of myself. I feel like I took a huge leap.

I've had this belief the last few years that hair dye is how they can control your thoughts.

I just dyed my hair. I pushed past the delusional belief and I did it. It's just a temporary hair color but still!

I just hope this determination lasts.

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That's great! Well done.

Welcome...

I don't seem to remember you posting in roll call before.

I'm sorry you've got a cold. I always find they come at the most inconvenient of times.

Hope you feel better soon!

Trouble over in schizophrenia.com forum , posters saying that the forum has become too dominated by posts that are not Sz related. The site has got out of control steadily in the last 2 years , for those who are interested have a look. Its really a basket case at the mo.

Are you taking an AP?

Been feeling a bit paranoid again today. Probably just this horrible sinusitis making me feel less secure and shaking my tree a bit.

Abilify injection and pills.

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day!

Morning all

i was having trouble logging onto pc for about an hour

morning.

i slept well and did school work last night. had some oatmeal this morning. hope everyones well!

theres always been trouble there.

i used to use that forum all the time. until someone named jason made their own to get away from all the name calling and cliques.

Me too. I can't get on through tapatalk and I had to change my password to get on via the net. I miss tapatalk

I just signed up there since I couldn't get on here lol. Doesn't seem as welcoming.