Roll Call 72

its not. i wouldnt go there. neither would i goto crazymeds/crazyforums. and psychgforums is just dead

i used to be a member at sz.com for many years. theres lots of cliques and people syaing "youre faking" to other people with sz

This is really the only place I go. I just like to read about the illness so finding new places is cool

sz.com has a lot of info on the site but the forums are subpar. i mean like you said, its not as welcoming.

I left that site awhile ago for a few reasons so hearing this doesn't surprise me.

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Good morning! Typing from the iPad today so I'm a little slow. I have to figure out how to get tapatalk to work again. Slept well now I'm just hanging out by the fire watching the dogs play .
We're supposed to get more snow tomorrow so hopefully the kids get another snow day. I hate waking up at 6:15.

OH yay. Tapatalk is working again.

ugh i hate bras. none of mine fit me anymore. i think because i gained so much weight. im almost 150 lbs.

I'm preparing myself for this now that I have to go back on zyprexa. When I stopped it I was 152 lbs. I'm back down to 139 but I know I'm going to pack it all back on . Sucks cuz I just got back into my size 6s. ****ing meds.

ive only been taking 5mg of haldol and havent been taking that cymbalta because of what the nurse said to do.

i wonder what would happen if i stopped my meds to lose weight for a month. idk how my meds are factoring into my weight loss right now unless 5mg of haldol is doing part of it.

tmi a bit but
my body is in pain from the weight. i have a small frame and am 5'2. my bras hurt my chest. my stomach hurts from bloatedness and sticking out past my chest. its harder to get around.

this may seem crazy to some but im pretty short and am supposed to be pretty thin.

i think the cymbalta factored into this a bit

Was taking my cardiology exam when I accidentally exited the window and now I can't open it without my teachers permission. Dammit!!!!! I emailed her but it's Sunday so...

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if i got back up to 180 pounds i would be devastated. it seems like once youve gained that much weight its much easier to put it back on.

i admit i gave up on my weight for awhile but i gotta watch my weight because of diabetes. not just vanity.

Yup if I got up that high I'd quit. I worked to hard to lose it to let meds do that to me.

Upset. Still sick. Now my car is acting stupid. I CANNOT MISS MY THERAPIST APPT TOMORROW. I'm just barely hanging on to what shread of reality I have left.

I hope you make it.

I suppose I should do something productive like laundry dishes or shower

Anybody watching the Super Bowl? My team lost last week but we still have a little Super Bowl party.

Been feeling a little bit off yesterday and today. Head was very loud last night, lots of noise and talking. Trying to ignore it. Everyone has bad days after all.

Yeah, buts its gone way off the deep end , the mod over wants to quit. I used to be over myself , its like facebook now , not really sz focused at all. Anyways , havent posted in a long time...

i forgot one of the mods name but he died a couple of years ago. he was old.

I am.

I think Denver will win (I have a 50% chance).

I was productive. Made jelly meatballs and helped my daughter bake a cake. Yay me!

I'm hoping for a Broncos win. I'd like to see Peyton go out on top. He's the only reason I didn't lose it when they beat my beloved patriots

Just having a relaxing day today. Mom's funeral is on Tuesday then I leave Wednesday evening and should get home Thursday. Then I just got two weeks to finish packing then I'm gone. I miss my cats. I wonder how they're doing. My neighbors are feeding them for me while I'm gone.

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im going to try to watch the superbowl but it finishes like 3am here so bit late to make it to the end especially when ive been asleep by 10 most nights!

I probably will. The Panthers are my home team

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