Roll Call 72

I said I wasn't trying to be mean. I was asking a question. I am not annoyed by it. I don't hold you in any kind of contempt. Why would I?

Came to my moms...of course I woke up at 6 30 feeling depressed and anxious...

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please don't leave tweaky, you're a good dude

youre not a joke.

i dont think atypical was trying to say anything wrong. she just gave a suggestion.

i mean thats how i saw it.

Please don't leave Tweaky, I never thought you as a joke

Please don't leave. I like you

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I don't think you're an addict. Stop putting words in my mouth.

I agree, you're not a joke Tweaky.

And that's just it newtus I was just giving a suggestion that's all.

The only person here who is stigmatizing you, is you. It's really rather sad to see.

I haven't been eating much and now when I try to eat I feel nausea. Errgghh

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Just leave me alone

What ever. You're right. It's true.

As I said I don't know what to do

That's an issue I have too, like I won't eat and then I try and bam I'm all nauseated.

Yeah...I feel hungry and nausea at the same time

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Are you ok?

I really dont think Atypical meant to make you feel bad or feel mad. I think she was really trying to help.

Yeah. I really was trying to help.

I'm fine thanks for asking. I feel like my purpose in life to study drugs maybe change the pharmaceutical companies for killing 4x more than all illegal drugs combined, charging mentally ill for drugs they can't afford and change stigma towards addicts show the world that we are all equal and not looked down on as being sad or what ever the **** and those goals are dead.

I'll keep going on at these opticals.

I go to places on the Internet. Thousands of people. Not one helps the random suicidal person.

I'm a good person. I'm interested in biology and chemistry.

Kill me

you seem like a good person, sometimes people just want to help you. i dont think anything was out of line here. im sorry you feel like you were wronged

my dad says my forehead seems a bit warm. i took my temp and it was 97.8. NOW im not sure if this is because of kissing someone else or the food now because my dad is implying it was because of "getting close to someone".

Is your body temperature naturally lower? Sounds like it. Mine is too.

Weird that your dad would say that. There's nothing wrong with being intimate with someone. Like you said you're human and you have needs and that's totally okay.

my body temp is usually around 97.2 or 97.5. so when it deviates from that i get a bit worried.

haha my dad said that before last time i got sick from kissing someone. or last time i thought i did. ugh idk. i think hes slightly overprotective. just like everything ive said with school and getting a job.

im almost 26...
...it seems like being able to have a relationship is not okay with him. like today i told him i wanted to see this guy and he said "he doesnt need to be coming around this house on a regular basis when im gone. focus on your schoolwork."

You're an adult. You can make your own choices, you don't need your dads approval.

agh i know.
its probably because i dont have all of my schooling away and dont have a job and still live with him, he thinks i shouldnt be doing stuff. all he wants me to focus on is my school and i have been for like years. maybe because i havent gotten far in school.

Yeah I mean I get why he'd say that he is your dad but still you are allowed to have your own life. It's your right as a person you know.

I start clozapine next week...they said I would have to go to the hospital for 2 days to be monitored at first. But I'm not sure what type of hospital they want me to go to. Psychiatric or normal? Not that it really matters that much I suppose but I don't really wanna go to a Psychiatric hospital again. I think it's only to take my blood pressure so it will probably be a normal hospital