Roll Call 72

I'm up to 8mg and nothing but sedation. Funny enough, abilify did what risperdal does to you. Bad akathesia, anxiety, couldnt stay awake

I remember I stopped Prozac for a while and then took 80mg Prozac and had an anxiety attack so I took 2mg Risperdal and it gave me the worst panic attack I've ever had. I was up for 3 days and couldn't sleep, eventually the doctor at the hospital gave me a Klonopin and wow.. I melted into bed and when I woke up, it was still in my system and I was high like euphoric.

I love Klonopin, knocks me out and has me feeling calm in the morning.

if only it wasnt addictive

Do you notice any difference between Xanax and Klonopin apart from how Klonopin lasts longer? I've been on Klonopin, Ativan and Zopiclone but not Xanax or Valium.

Xanax knocks me out.

Klonopin makes me tired, but I'm not automatically asleep.

That's about it

I took a pill in Ibiza. To show Avicii I was cool. And when I finally got sober, felt 10 years older but **** it, it was something to do

But you don't wanna be high like me. Never really knowing why like me
You don't ever wanna step on that roller coaster and be all alone

You don't wanna ride the bus like this. Never knowing who to trust like this

All I know are sad songs, sad songs. Darling, all I know are sad songs, sad songs

Good morning everyone, hope today will be a good day for all of us. My therapy yesterday was productive. We were joking around much as usual but I was able to tell him my detail condition as well. I told him I am confused about having a mania since this is new for me, and the sudden fall into depression drowns me so deep in despair. He gave me advice and then said “you were able to find your own way to cope with the schizo symptoms, I have a faith in you that you will find a way to cope with bipolar symptoms as well. I’ve known you for more than 5 years yet not even once I see you give up to your illness”. I cried when he told me this. I told him that I joined this forum too, I bragged to him about you guys I told him that all of you make me strong and inspire me with every unique story that each one of you have. Thank you for being here everyone, you guys had helped me more than you know.

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day!

You might, with celiac you get both gluten and dairy intolerance......

Gmorning. Getting my injection today. I feel fine just always more emotional when it's due.

Morning (afternoon here)
Saw my support worker today and talked about how I want a new cpn. She was very supportive and understanding and said she would sort it out so that's really good.
Just hope i don't have to see my current cpn cos it would be so awkward, my Britishness simply will not allow me to be in such a socially awkward situation haha.
Spoke about maybe having a break from the service but she said if I'm not working with them towards recovery they might discharge me, so maybe I should just see how it goes with a new cpn. Stick with the meds and see how it goes.

This used to be the culture at my place but people here nowadays becoming more rude and rude so I am glad that you still have it

morning i missed t last night because i had a bad headache but i think hes mad at me now even though i texted him that i wouldnt be able to make it all he replied was yes

morning.

i feel lightheaded and throat congested. i feel very bloated. ugh.

oh!!!!!!! i made that appointment with the pdoc my t referred me to. have to wait until the end of march and i have to put down a $150 deposit =( but itll be a full psych eval and hopefully things can be made official so we can work them out....... i hope my t isnt trying to dump me on these ppl but i wouldnt be able to blame him since he sees me for free. im a waste of money

Yaaayyy!! Something good to look up for Will be waiting for end of March with you

i have a headache. ugh.

my dad says i need to be on birth control

my eyes hurt im sick of computers!!!!!!!!!

hows everyone today?

You are NOT a waste of money or anything else. Just saying.

I am doing good but I'm starving like my appetite just skyrocketed I need moar food!!! Gimmi!!

I wonder if it's the Abilify or lack of.. Oh ya I ran out of Concerta lol

What would happen if you went for a day without talking about Concerta? I am not being mean here I'm just asking.

Really like that song

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I didn't notice

I mentioned something about going into pharmacology.

It's something that I can't control so I gave up. Thanks for the judgement. This is how I am now unfortunelty for you since you seem to be annoyed by it.

I appologize for being a junky enough to annoy you.