Roll Call 73

I hate sitting around in be and just being bored, better than being paranoid at school but not by much. I feel worthless, like what am I worth if i'm just sitting around and being a leach.

I've heard about people popping a few Prozacs on the come down to boost serotonin or taking some 5-HTP.

I think the magnesium works for tolerance personally when I lower my stimulant use. Therapeutic doses still work well.

I don't believe that there's such thing as tolerance if they are taken as prescribed which is what my first psychiatrist said. If I feel like taking too much, I take a couple sprays of nicotine like 10. I have overdone nicotine before when I first used it and that's not fun..

I think low pH like orange juice cleans it out quicker so people take baking soda when they take their stimulant.

Magnesium doesn't help me with bruxism or it does maybe. I think it's permanent but it's not that bad anymore.

Just got off the phone with T. He told me to take a prn and I did and I'm feeling better. We had a nice phone session even though I hate talking on the phone

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Thanks for the replies. I'm gonna start reading up on the effects of smoking. Doing that helped motivate me last time. I found the first few days hard and then it gradually got easier. I gave up for a year before and then I went to Amsterdam and then well......I smoked more than just tobacco lol

i got one of those memories on facebook and it popped up a picture of me from 3 years ago and holy crap i cant believe how much i aged in just that long

i hate those. the ones from 2012-early 2013 are the worst cause i was batshit insane during those times.... i get embarrassed

T keeps asking me every time we talk if i hang out with my roommate. we havent really hung out that much lately. i asked T why he asks that so much. he said he guess he is excited that we have each other now and he knows i have a tendency to isolate and he thinks hanging out with her would be good for me. he said we should schedule times to hang out. so my homework is to do that. im going to ask her if she wants to go to downtown Asheville on saturday with me to explore cause shes never really been there that much.

Does anyone else find themselves endlessly refreshing until there's a new post?

Got a 96 on Anthropology exam

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Yes. People need to post more lol

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Awesome job

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I got accepted for platelet donation today. I usually get denied for low iron, but I drank the nasty nasty juice, "geritol," which I always thought was some type of anti diarrheal for seniors. It works really well, let me just say. I even double armed it, for the first time. They always blow my one arm up.

In the car looking up nootropics other than Modafinil. There's a lot of them.

Visited with my gram today. She is awesome even at 91.

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My gram is up there too. I miss her a whole bunch. She and my aunt live in southern Oregon, I haven't been there in ages.

I'm fortunate because she's only 2 miles up the road.

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This is part of the reason t deserted my FB. I can't look at that stuff it's heartbreaking.

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I was just looking at some family photos from years ago. I was a good looking kid LOL wth happened?

I do sometimes, since this is pretty much my only social life lol

You know a LOT about drugs, even the good ones.

Feel anehdonia taking over again, after so much motivation in the morning. Sucks

I'm going to see how long I can stay up just for fun.

Ikr I'm jealous of Falcons job XD

Don't have the job yet, but I hope I do get it.

Being a Pharmacist is on my bucket list, lots less stressful than a doctor or dentist.

I start hallucinating at 36 hours. 50 hours was my max. I think 72 hours was my max on Prozac induced mania.

Eventually you just want to close your eyes for a bit and then you wake up like "damn it".