Roll Call 73

I hope they will continue to help you.

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Thank you. So do I. I'd like to work again but it would have to be from home, wherever that will be. The plan was never to be helped all this time. I wanted to find work years ago but I was psychotic. Now that I mostly have only negative symptoms, conceivably I should be able to work at least part time.

Dammit. I ****ed up part of my work and I can't fix it. I hate that.

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Got into a school program where i can do all my work from home.

I'm so happy

That's great falcon

That's wonderful. Congratulations.

Thanks guys!

School has always been central to a lot of my paranoia and anxiety. Now that that's taken away, i am hoping I will be having an easier time.

Bought 2 weeks of Modafinil online. Shipping in 7 days to my moms mail box. She better not flip I need to stop sleeping all the time..

I had a family member finish high school online. It worked out very well for her

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Hello y'all. I've had a very angsty day, involving the irs and healthcare penalties. I have since decided to let it go. I started paging through a book I got for my husband called Fake Swears. I really enjoy unorthodox dictionaries. It also reminded me of the expletive filters on here. Some of them are pretty creative.

At work... stressed. Gonna talk to T on the phone tomorrow

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Blue Bird, the roundish things in the background look like French cruller's, or however that's spelled. I want to eat them.

Just listening to some music to drown out the voices

Is it very busy tonight?

New appointment with a therapist on monday.

Same therapist my uncle with schizophrenia goes to, supposed to be a really nice girl

Have to deal with boredom now, but better boredom than the paranoia school gave me.

I think this is a torture technique they are testing using people who don't matter. I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm isolated and trapped.

I took double of my meds on accident I think
Because I can't remember if I took them this morning or not
I am pretty sure I did but I looked at the bottle and was like, "I think this is my night pills" but then I realized after I took the pill that I actually took my morning pill again

Hopefully nothing bad happens

Lol those are my boots

I don't recommend eating boots.

He must read Roll call because now he's outside laughing at me.

I seriously doubt he would be here and be able to find you.

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I meant the neighbor from downstairs. We're you thinking of a different thread? Today he was Screaming but now he's laughing.

He found pc.

Edit to delete: something I'm not sure I can say.

Anhedonia is taking over tonight, not even music helps.

Gonna take meds early and hope sleep cures it