Roll Call 74

My niece brings back bad memories. I thought I had gotten over it but I guess not. I'm having anxiety and flash backs . I love her so much but this **** is hard to deal with. My husband is right when he tells me to stay away. I feel guilty even saying that. I suck.

what happened?

does anyone elses ambien make them eat a lot?

I keep hearing a really loud noise in my head. It's like a squeaky explosion lol I don't even know how to describe it. It lasts for like a second but it makes me jump everytime. It's stopping me from sleeping...

I think that's called Exploding Head Syndrome.

I didn't even know that was a thing. I've never heard of it. All I know is its annoying and only seems to happen when I'm trying to relax.

Nothing happened today but she was part of what sent me into psychosis. My family is really ****ed up.

Yes. I have it sometimes too. I'll be just on the verge of sleep when suddenly I hear a speeding train crash or something. :/

I'm sorry she brings up bad memories.

sorry Valley

Thank you. It's okay just something I need to work through.

i'm confused,
i drove past a church yesterday and i feel like it was a sign, i would be the next great religious monarch

i'm compelled to save people and i will rule over them asd their leader

but when i ask people if it sounds feasible no one will tell me
i dont think its a delusion, but when i'm not sure i'm supposed to reality check but people simply ignore it because its religious and wont tell me if its a delusion or not

i'm trying to understand but it just maeks me feel like they are trying to trick me into a false sense of security only to pull the rug out from under me, maybe they know i am a monarch and they are going to plan mutiny against me early or try to stop my rule from happening

i mean... does this sound normal?

No, it doesn't sound normal.

It doesn't sound likely.

honestly im sweating bullets right now i feel so angry and anxious

they want me to suffer and feel confused and betrayed

I'm sorry. Do you have any prn?

This doesn't sound likely.

Hey! How's it going? Talked to my grandmother today.

Insomnia! ^^

I am here for the night owls

Ignoring my body, fighting the need for sleep..

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Good morning. I hope everyone slept well. I slept great once I fell asleep (thank you ambien). So far I don't have any anxiety or flashbacks, so in hoping that's over. Not much planned for the day. I have some work to do but that's about it. I'll be taking a nap once the kids are off.
I hope everyone has a good day.

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I'm being evicted. Sick to my stomach. The jerk downstairs is still doing the poison fumes.

I am sorry Angelique, I wish I could give you a suggestion to solve your problem

That's ridiculous, they haven't seemed to try and mediate this situation in any way. It seems like you've had minimal contact with any party here, they can hardly just throw you out?