Roll Call 74

Stayed up too long 24 hours. I see spiders. I saw a big one and it disappeared. No paranoia or anything just happens when I stay up too long but usually its at around two days.

Went to the hospital because I couldn't get in to see anyone until after the 19th and I needed to see someone sooner so they got me set up an appointment at the mental health clinic for Tuesday.

Moods are all over the place. Sometimes I'm really optimistic and looking forward to doing stuff then sometimes I'm depressed and suicidal.

I don't know if it's stress or what. Anyway, I hope the next few days go by fast.

I hope you'll be OK until your appointment. Sending good thoughts and prayers your way.

to those struggling.... angelique, door, newtus, hyper, valley, blue_bird, neil

hope i didnt forget anyone!!

neil's last cuz i care less about him

disclaimer: this is a joke

Glad they were able to get you in to see someone sooner hope the days go by quickly.

My husband has the day off today. He went off to the doctor and I'd hoped to go with him but my boss keeps sending me tasks to do. Oh well I could use the money I suppose.
I really want a Subway tuna sub for lunch.

Back in college part time , doing a masters. Doing other courses as well and working part-time. Look I'm a shining example

i know you lurv me DNA!

morning

i feel like complete crap.
i was laying in bed for 2 hours casting the devil out of my room and body in the middle of the night. i kept praying and praying and praying. over and over for angels and god to surround me.

i had a nightmare about the rapture happening.

I was completing my masters, working full time and raising my kids when my episodes started. I quit everything except my kids. Lol
Hope things work out for you, I know it's not easy...take breaks don't over do it. Good luck!

Good morning everyone, Pizza?

Sorry you feel bad, newtus.

More bug spray. Only got 4 hours sleep and they audienced my partial sponge bath.

Thank you angelique

my dad asked me if i need to goto the hospital and i said "im heading that way but im trying to prevent it".

I know that feeling. I have it also, just to get away from here.

#inspiring #hero

i cant do this anymore

im taking 5mg of haldol and 3 xanax. its only .5

Yeah I got other stuff hanging over me , it could be bust , that's just a reality , or it could just work out. I don't take myself too seriously...

Thanks. Nice of you..

Have you been trying not to take meds or something?

lately ive been taking 10mg of haldol (which is my current prescribed dose (it got changed)) but then after a few days of it making me tired i take 5mg. so 10 for a few days and then 5. but i always take my meds. i havent been without them for a year. for about 6 months i was taking 10mg straight

I take 400 mgs of Seroquel at hour of sleep.

I can take another 400 mgs of Seroquel throughout the day on a prn basis.

Sometimes I do get drowsy.

I hope you feel better