Roll Call 75

Applied to my first job!

what did you apply for Justme?

Emergency appointment tomorrow because of command hallucinations. '

Terrified of being hospitalized again.

An nhs job in a community ward

I delete my posts and im not well

Tweaky

Have you decreased your abilify----it really does a lot for irritability for me.....

I'm also going to apply to a mental health job. But I applied to a general health job as there are pros and cons to working in mental health when you have issues yourself.

No but Idek why im on an injection they don't trust me anymore I could just take 30mg and monitored so its at a steady blood concentration and not ups and downs.

The agitation is the reason why my inpatient psychiatrist told me to tell my new psychiatrist to prescribe Olanzapine but what's the point of even asking for help anymore when I have to try so damn hard to get help there's no point anymore.

I'm going to the bank, withdraw money and find something to calm me down

I'm taking my meds. I'm not stopping them. I've been helped.

yeh i imagine its tricky to guage. how many hours are you looking to work?

I don't think that's a good idea Tweaky.

ugh its been raining all day

I'm going in full time. Straight in at the deep end!

I'm at the clinic again. They're (neighbors and janitor) setting up tonight's play. Will anyone tell me it's nothing I haven't already been through?

I thought you had oral abilify also?

I'm taking that too every day. I'll try and calm.

I'm so warm like I'm boiling

OK for some reason I thought you were experimenting with stopping it....

wow justme way to get stuck in! you might find that you really like it, alot of people do. its also easier to drop hours than to pick them up if you find full time is too much for you.

I remember a week or two ago I stopped it for 5 days. Idk why

I wonder if that could still be affecting you?

I'm so happy. I get to be with family, have a place to stay until I get an apartment in May.

I live in a place where civilization exists unlike the backwoods town in Kentucky I lived in.

My moods are stable, I'm adjusting more to the routine around here.

I'm losing weight, learning better eating habits. Getting active.

Doing things I enjoy like reading. Learning Italian and Japanese , playing my violin

I have my cats here with me

Going to start going to church this week.

Things are really good.

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I am do behind. My boss called with stuff for me to do and I took a nap after. Started doing the work and it was just about time to get my kids. Now I'm at the orthodontist with my son. When I get home I have to cook dinner and then try to catch up on work. I suck at prioritizing.

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That may be coming back to bite you in the ***. I hope you feel better.

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I hope you get a break.

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