Safe Place 2

I'm sorry they are being so confusing.

Thank you, Kori! I was just thinking about this thread last night! Wondering where it was. Thank you for bringing it back.

My parents gave me hell growing up whether I followed their orders or not. That's about why I never went home again after my 19th birthday. I went straight from my year of extreme hell, to renting my own apartment and getting a job. And that was that (except for a very short time, when a roommate made a sui attempt).

I love living in my own place with some friends around. I'm very lucky I had that then. Can you do something similar, getting your own place?

And I should have posted my roll call post in this thread.

Right now I'm thinking about how I'll be able to get out of this mess. If I ever will. I want to go home.

i want to get my own place but idon t make enough money to support myself

Yes, it was hard to make ends meet but I did it somehow. I'm not sure how I managed.

Im mad. And a horrible person.

My life is harder than anyone else's and yes I'm including starving children so don't ask!!! -Gene Belcher

But i really $%#÷@×# feel that way right now. And i want to put my fist, or my head, through a window. And i want some attention!!! And i want to be left the %^&* alone!!! I don't even know what i want because there is literally nothing that can fix any of this.

Sorry you are struggling.....

I should get off of here before i be mean *^*&*****$#@!##%/=÷=/^%@×$%^&^$#@&%

Sorry you're struggling

It sounds pretty bad.

I'm so sorry.

Sorry i was being a jerk yesterday. I got to ruminating too much. Thanks for being nice about it.

You weren't a jerk! Hope you're feeling better today

to everyone else who needs it.

*Willow*

I can't stress enough how frightened I am. I'm afraid the lawyer might send me to a residential state hospital. Medicaid is getting chopped down and there are fewer resources for fewer people. The state residential hospital(s) will stay open though, probably, and that's where she's probably going to be sending the people she doesn't like.

I hope that isn't the case. That doesn't sound like the place for you. Assisted living would be so much better.

I agree with valleys Angelique

I hope that you don't have to go to a residential hospital

Thank you, Kori and Valley! I just have no idea what's going to happen to me next. All I know is that almost all my worst fears are coming true. Maybe I should speak to the social worker, but what if she tells the lawyer and gives her the idea?

I'm sorry Angelique.