[Findingreason]

Aaaand go!

[cogladaid]

First! Maybe.

[12AM]

Second, obviously.

[newtus]

My friend has been drinking everyday and having unstable relationships with men. Idk if i can take it anymore because she calls me when she is drunk and i dont like it

So to answer your question SP, I don't think I could be a developer full time my concentration just isn't good enough. But I do enjoy it, I have a few games I wrote and programs to do this and that so I don't have to do certain things at my job.

[newtus]

I was eating and i bit the inside of my cheek and my food got all bloody inside me mouth. Ew. I gagged.

[ofthevalley]

Thanks for the new roll call. Subbing

[Findingreason]

Good evening/afternoon/morning everyone. How is everyone doing?

I'm doing okay. Poor sleep quality last night, so I am rather tired today. I got to pick up my Galaxy S7 from repair today. Went to a local store and found an Otterbox Defender case for 35€. They're almost never that cheap!

I was thinking about this, and I wanted to thank everyone in this community. You are all awesome, and I don't feel so alone anymore. I have a place to vent my concerns and listen to/help others. So, thank you. <3

Hello

today I am leaving wi
Thank goodness too because I was going crazy being here
I got to spend all day to myself yesterday

[bearguardian]

Im not in a serious crisis but, paranoia meets anxiety, obsessing over all sorts of things, and looking at calendar for catastrophe predictions...
I just need to remember all the times in the past I obsessed over nothing. Please tell me Im delusional. I am. I am.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by bearguardian

Im not in a serious crisis but, paranoia meets anxiety, obsessing over all sorts of things, and looking at calendar for catastrophe predictions...
I just need to remember all the times in the past I obsessed over nothing. Please tell me Im delusional. I am. I am.

I'm sorry you are struggling. If it seems too far fetched it's probably a delusion.

[newtus]

Im bored. My clinic is closed today so i have absolutely nothing to do.

[ofthevalley]

I'm bored. Watching dr pol while everyone else does their own thing. I have to bring my daughter out for another binder. I swear school is trying to bankrupt me. Every time I turn around it's something else. At least it gives me something to do today.

[Angelique67]

I missed the first smoke break and I'm pissed off at myself. :/

[newtus]

I want a new outfit. Wanna go shopping. I want like a pair of oxfords and a classy outfit. Bit of a change from my punk and "rock n roll" outfits i always wear.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by Angelique67

I missed the first smoke break and I'm pissed off at myself. :/

Ugh that's awful. When is the next one?

[bearguardian]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I'm sorry you are struggling. If it seems too far fetched it's probably a delusion.

Well most of it is far fetched, and some ideas of mine have their roots in past events. I know its all the past and gone and maybe even then I over imagined.

I never really analyzed this stuff completely. Its definitely psychotic, with delusions, paranoias and seeing things.

Of course when you do stupid things in life, it tends to blow the existing out of proportions. Does it? I was paranoid before, but some events taking place 10 years ago have left me really disturbed.

Too much to talk about here. I just realized I need to arrange these things in my head...

[newtus]

How come i dont look or feel that big/fat, but the scale says fat? Im 169 as of this morning.

[Blue_Bird]

The scale doesn't say fat, its your mind thats calling i t fat. I wouldn't worry what the scale says just focus on being healthy

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by newtus

I want a new outfit. Wanna go shopping. I want like a pair of oxfords and a classy outfit. Bit of a change from my punk and "rock n roll" outfits i always wear.

I would like to go shopping too. I need some long sleeve tops. Maybe with my next paycheck.

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Ugh that's awful. When is the next one?

Two more hours, but more like 2.5 hours.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by newtus

How come i dont look or feel that big/fat, but the scale says fat? Im 169 as of this morning.

That's great. You're losing.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by Angelique67

Two more hours, but more like 2.5 hours.

Ugh. I hate that for you.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by bearguardian

Well most of it is far fetched, and some ideas of mine have their roots in past events. I know its all the past and gone and maybe even then I over imagined.

I never really analyzed this stuff completely. Its definitely psychotic, with delusions, paranoias and seeing things.

Of course when you do stupid things in life, it tends to blow the existing out of proportions. Does it? I was paranoid before, but some events taking place 10 years ago have left me really disturbed.

Too much to talk about here. I just realized I need to arrange these things in my head...

I hope you feel better

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I would like to go shopping too. I need some long sleeve tops. Maybe with my next paycheck.

I need more long sleeve tops too. It looks like I may have lost my jacket at the hospital. My friend didn't see it at all in my apartment.