Roll Call #79

I hope your transition to living alone goes smoothly. I know youv been looking forward to it

I've made a batch of malteser slices for me and my bf today. Now I'm watching more Louis Theroux documentaries.
I find it so much easier being on my own when I'm "well".
I always put well in quotation marks cos I don't necessarily believe I was ever ill. Plus I'm a sarcastic bastard haha

Thank you, I do feel less afraid already which is nice. I'll try not to be hard on myself, I can be my own worst critic.

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I'm so ****ing nervous. 10 minutes until my first singing lesson with my first summer term teacher. 8 weeks with this new person and then I switch to some other teacher. >.< my stomach is killing me.

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AND you can hear singing from the room. My last semester was in a private room.

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i love louis theroux!!!

Same! Have you seen his ones called By Reason of Insanity? They were great ones about mental health

met with T. it went well... we talked about me using again. and my sister. we played rummy. i told him ive applied for a bank teller job. the skills i have where i work now are pretty similar to bank telling. im gonna look around at more banks to see if they have openings

i see my psych NP at 1

i don't think so. he is so funny and awkward. i love his documentaries. thanks for that one, ill look into it

He is the epitome of British awkwardness, that's why I love him too haha

morning

i hope everyone has a better day than me. keep me in your thoughts though.

What is going on for you?

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My meds got increased

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family problems. had my stepdad cussing out my dad. which i was hurt over.

Was it about you? I'm so sorry. It's very upsetting to have strife in the family.

Louis Theroux!!! Ah Louis, my hero, my weird crush. I love that man. Never seen 'By reason of insanity' though. May check it out!!!!

Have you guys seen the Louis Theroux out of context Twitter page? Gas!!!

Edit: Oh! It's relatively new, probably why I haven't seen it. Can't watch it without the fiancee now apparently, them's the rules

I miss my mom, her death certificate came in the mail today.

I'm so sorry.

Come rain or hail or wind or snow,
I'm not going out to Flanders oh!
There's fighting in Dublin to be done.
Let your Sergeants and Commanders go.
Let Englishmen fight English wars,
It's nearly time they started oh!
I salute the Sergeant a very good night!"
And there and then we parted oh!

How'd it go?

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my stepdad said "f you and f your dad too". like i got into it with my mom over why she couldnt pick my up prescriptions since i was out of a car for a week. she said she couldnt do it. so i got angry. i wouldve put it over as petty but then my stepdad got into it. he told me "f you" but actually said the word. but thats not even what had me angry. there was no reason to bring my dad into it at all. it totally came out of the blue. my dad never ever talks to them. so for him to say that it put a dagger in my heart.

Oh that sounds really stressful. What your step dad said to you is way beyond the line. Was your whole family in the same location when this was happening, or did you Skype it?

Really sorry, newtus. Step dad is sounding toxic.

Good morning everyone. Happy moving day blue_bird.
I hope you all have a good day.
I have a feeling I forgot to do something for work but I can't for the life of me figure out what it was.
I'm feeling pretty depressed and anxious. My kids are growing up so fast I just need it to slow down. Just a little. Problem is the things that would normally make me cry are instead giving me tons of anxiety. It all just sucks. I want to be able to cry. I want to feel something other than anxiety.

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its a long story but im done with my mom for awhile.

That sounds like the healthiest thing, especially now.