Roll call 81

I ate almost a whole carton of breyers caramel fudge gelato. So good.

Omg I'm so lonely in this basement in the middle of no where lol

I'm going to smoke a ciggy outside in the dark again

I saw shooting stars!

Hey guys,

Sorry I've been quiet. Just felt a little disconnected every time I was reading over the posts...

Mix of busy playing pokemon, watching the olympics... but really avoiding my stress which does no good. Distraction = good. Avoiding = bad.

Hopefully start getting on top of things & preparing for college which starts soon. I have the induction next week & start on the 29th.

Need to call my p-doc too. Seems my message never got through & I keep forgetting to call.

I hope everyone is ok.

Oh and 2 year member now! I think I'll be getting my premier poobah badge in 15 posts too.

How's everyone?

Had a run-in with po po, 4 jakes were ganging up on me.

I don't understand people, no more.

I didn't let anyone manhandle me, so I'm back home safe, will be playing therapeutic slaughterhouse mixtape and I'll be as good as new, it should be interesting to reflect on what just went on today.

ETA: It was really nothing, I was never once asked to leave the premise of this p-*****'s office, on the contrary, this receptionist told me to sit and wait and called cops on me, the taste of dumbness, it's just a little hard to swallow right now. This visit was one of the impromptu ideas that I came up with today, had been doing well talking to 2 other parties, one belongs to labor ministry, the other belongs to local municipal government. I don't care for anyone being people person per se, listening to someone and to give appropriate answers, umm,,,not everyone likes all the business practices of today, what can I say, the day has been real.

Gooood to see ya, brah. Loial!! I didn't even know there'd been an Olympic game going on, I never cared for it. That's it,,how's the weather in the UK? um,,,,where's the olympic this year?

I'm watching Stranger Things.

SHE GOT EATEN BY THE THINGY

Something is going to come out of my walls I need a gun..

=p

Hey! Thanks.

Sorry to hear about your experience... does sound a bit unsettling but I'm glad you're ok.

The weather over here isn't too bad. Turned a bit variable after all the nice weather recently, but it's still warm which is nice.

The Olympics are in Rio...

In 2020 they are in Japan though. Would be awesome to visit & see the olympics at the same time.

Olympic committee, I don't know any of them at all, I only hope that the Olympic is on fire this year geopolitically speaking! 2020 is too long a wait for me, if we survived by then, I'd be quite concerned with security, guns, lots of guns.

I have to take the bus next week. I haven't taken a bus since I was a little kid and with my mom. I have a terrible sense of direction. Knowing me I'll end up getting off at some random stop and realize I don't have a clue where I am. Also I'm doing absolutely terrible with my food plan from my nutritionist. I feel horrible. I haven't purged since Sunday which is good but I've been overeating like mad

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I hope things start rolling in your life, what do you mean specifically about the preps for collage work? Like buying expensive books and reading? I have this random tip for you, like get something that you can talk about on first week from the internet, you can pick from the latest of 'hacks', if you haven't joined those forums, you prolly should by now. I believe they don't use Backtrack anymore, it doesn't matter, you simply install hacker OS and attach/hide wifi antenna somewhere, make sure it's sticking out of your backpack, and idk, slip some white lies like you like to visit DEF CON, you'll make friends in no time! Keep the motivation up, it's right that you applied and have been accepted and you were handling many other things in life on the side, what if I can't hack it? You'll engineer it through your way, your command lines with the trajectory of your life.

Public transpo, especially buses are tough to figure out, my only advice is to set the time of whatever appointment at less busier hours, and please don't forget knowing where you gone get off right till the moment you safely get off a bus. I almost forgot to get off a train today, I jumped up from a seat and I was in a right place. Even if you make a mistake, you can cross a road and usually the bus takes you back to where someone started from. Asking for estimate time to arrive to a driver is another thing you could do, possibly.

ETA: Does the phone's GPS help in such a case like hers? I've never owned GPS anywhere in my life, so I wouldn't know.

That's how I felt when I moved back to Chicago and I was too phobic about the el. It was bus or bust if I wanted to go anywhere. In practically no time I was taking the bus even when I didn't have to go anywhere, just because I planned a shopping trip or something.

You will be comfortable about the bus in no time.

I'm glad you haven't purged. !!!!!

Hey, Loial! I was going to message you today if you still hadn't posted. I am very glad to see you!!!!!!

You know the saying about a car salesperson and a woman looking for a car. I hope you'll find a safe comfortable and reliable vehicle with enough cup holders!

Thanks Angelique and Takeshi. I am at my day treatment program, I will be seeing my counselor/social worker and see if she can help me figure out the bus schedule.

Hope you feel better valley

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Went to my last recovery college group today. Was sad that it's ended, was nice to have something to do each friday.
Been preparing for my interview, it's probably not going to go very well so I'm holding absolutely no hopes on it. It's just guna be good interview practice.
I've had an epiphany about my weight and my eating problems. I realised that life is about enjoying yourself and that includes food, so I've stopped weighing myself every day, doing it once a week now, and I'm letting myself have nice things (including lunch which I never used to eat). And I've been rewarded with not having put a single pound on this week even though I've been eating a fair bit more. I even went to Pizza Hut last night. It's been a great week since I had my epiphany, I just need to keep going with it.
Life isn't about trying to lose weight for me now, it's about enjoying experiences around food and just being normal

Sorry your struggling with your weight blue bird, I've had problems with purging in the past too so I know how horrible it can be. Well done for not it for nearly a week!

The cable guy just left and he had to call tech support because he was too new. I hope my internet keeps being on.

Went out for school supplies today. Got some good deals at staples. My daughter also bought bean boozed. It's a game with jelly beans. Some are normal and some are like barf, spoiled milk, canned dog food etc. not my idea of fun but I rolled with it and thankfully only got barf. I was praying not to get dead fish!
What's everyone up to today? It's super humid here again so not much else going on. I hope everyone has a good day.


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Can't sleep...

A couple of grammatical corrections 'cuz I'd like to be **** to myself sometimes,,,what does that even mean? *look to buy a car, and there's one more, I didn't literally jump up from a seat, and it was kinda sorta technically a tram, I should've said I jumped out from a seat, it's still figurative and I ain't a fugitive, does anyone remember the film with Harrison Ford? Tommy Lee was in that film, those were good times, I wasn't in a happy family or anything, things seemed simpler, rather boring, I can't judge that for sure now though, right? The feel of the society back then versus the one we have right now. Looking time pass us by is ... it's just big concept and a little hard to get a grasp on it, I could be literally killin u figuratively so, I'm not explaining my theories of time, might as well move on with it, or move it on with all the **** you got.

My mom in law got the kids school supplies at staples, too. Everyone is pitching in to help us financially. I'm not good about receiving charity but I do know we need it. Days are long and drawn out. No money to go out. So just taking it one day at a time. Waiting for school to start. BTW, you're a good sport playing the jelly bean game. I don't know about trying a barf jelly bean, though.

That reminds me of the jelly beans from Harry Potter
The every flavor jelly beans. I've never been brave enough to try them.

I knew you where trouble when you walked in
shame on me now
I flew me to places I've never been
until you put me down.

...Damn you Taylor Swift ...

I'm glad to hear everyone is pitching in. Sometimes you need it even if you don't want it. it's ridiculous how much they need for school. My son hasn't even given me his list yet. I hate this time of year. So much money for supplies and clothes. It kills me.
The jelly bean game is out for me now. I got canned dog food and even brushing my teeth and chewing gum didn't help.

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