Roll call 81

My T said I need a new pdoc

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My T is madddddddddsauce

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My t is seeing me for free bc I don't have insurance right now. He's asking that I volunteer at this center as a form of payment. Do you think this is fair? I got panicky thinking of it. Yikes!

I was seeing shadows out the corner of my eye a few times today. Not sure if it was just nothing or if I'm hallucinating them again...

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This stupid little bug keeps dive bombing at my nose, and mouth. It's such a stoopid little bug I can't really kill it. If I were a bug, that's the kind of bug I'd probably be. Dive bombing for extinction.

Hey everyone. I'd like to say I had a busy or productive day but that would be a lie. Truth is I lounged around all day and did absolutely nothing. I think I'm already in the back to school funk even though my kids don't start for another week. I'll do nothing but worry about them for 7 1/2 hours a day. Being alone with my thoughts for that long is an ugly place to be.
I hope this feeling of wanting to do nothing ends soon. Nothing good comes out of lounging around all day. Ugh

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ok so i went to play a game with my T and my roommate and this other guy. we decided to meet tonight to learn how to play it. it was a rly fun game and we all were close to winning. the other guy won tho.

i gave T my bottle of klonopin. he said he could wring her neck (my np) i said bye

im feeling less paranoid, i took a prn earlier at the car place. i feel unsure about things stil though, bu ti am not afraid

It sounds like a big change, I'm really sorry you feel so sad.

Whats going on with Klonopin and your T, just picked up pieces here and there, cant really follow whats going on though?

So I managed to divorce my imaginary abusive husband. But now I'm remarried. I hope this guy is better. Not sure whether to be happy this new husband is nice or upset I have people in my head.

i am a drug addict and my nurse practitioner prescribed me 60 klonopin which i would most definitely end up abusing

Oh right, but your clean at the moment, your ok except for psych symptoms? Have I got that right?

Never used Klonopin myself, I depend on ADs, rather that relaxants.

Someone needs to report those threads in the general social chat. It's bad and I don't know how to do it on tapatalk. The ones titled mods are trash or something and kill yourself

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I reported them as "Stupid people".

Second day of school.

Because of my parents work schedule I get dropped off at 7am, no classes until 130pm. The wait is gonna suck.

Hey guys,

Things are a bit so so right now.

Been a little under the weather the past few days, but not been able to quite put my finger on it. Just sleeping a lot & the occasional bit of nausea plus my asthma is playing up a bit but I am otherwise well... no obvious cold or flu or anything.

My parents are up, which is nice but it is to put their old house straight which has sold & the new owners go in next week, so that's a bit sad.

On top of that... my grandma is not doing well. Got a call earlier today. Apparently she is not eating, they are having difficulty even getting her to drink & she is sleeping a lot. Not sure what is going on but they think it's related to her dementia... since my Mum is up here right now, no-one can check in person but there's a possibilty she might be on her last legs. Or equally we might be assuming the worst & she's just ill. I think a doctor is going over to the care home to assess her tomorrow.

Anyway, if it looks bad I'll probably go down to see her before coming back up on Sunday/Monday to start college.

So, not sure what to think right now... but along with moving forwards with college... few things possibly putting a slight damper on the positive side of things right now.

hello im ok.
i cried today because i was realizing how bad my social anxiety was.

this saturday is my birthday and people are trying to bring me out of the house but all this activity is triggering me. i cant function right being out of the house everyday for many hours even though its what i want to do sometimes. im so used to staying at home and doing not much. spending the day by myself, you know?

so i cried a bit today with having activity everyday. its a stress thing, you know? i realized how much i hate being around people. i feel like maybe im just someone who needs someones presence but doesnt actually want to spend all this time with people. idk.

i start school back on the 29th.

I hope you are feeling better soon.
I'm keeping your gram in my thoughts.

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Today hasn't been any better than yesterday. I dozed on and off all day. Meh. I feel like ****.

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Hey, I have wondered how you've been.

Finally on twice a day Geodon, off the ability completely (did it w/o my psychiatrist knowledge, wasn't supposed to but got confused as to.when to tapper off it, so just stopped it completely) so let's see how.the Geodon works cause I don't want to go through another med change anytime soon...

<------- Chickenfoots avatar reminds me of me too XD

Yes , always, chat is a bad idea tbh

Hey everyone. Having another lazy day <sigh>. Feeling on edge and a bit of paranoia. I don't care for these feelings. I'm transitioning back to zyprexa so at least I slept well. Too bad zyprexa only makes me sleepy for a few days. I dread the weight gain and hope I can avoid it. The only good point is that it works really well.

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First week of university is done, just waiting to get picked up so I can go home. Today was the first day where I really did any work, took a ton of notes in New Testament and U.S History.

My laptops about to die, left the charger at home.

Hope everyone else has a great day!