Roll call 81

my T said he thinks my meds arent working anymores

my NP kinda forced me to agree to take klonopin i imeediately filled it and i ended up taking 5 of them, but then i texted my T what i did and he kinda forcefully asked me to bring them to him. now i have no person to prescribe my meds because this lady is obv trying to kill me

Is your T and NP not on the same multidisciplinary team? Do they not communicate?

Maybe could it be the stress caused by your sister's situation?

omg i went from 198.5 to 191.5 , i'm so happy i'm losing weight , i'm almost at my goal weight of 190. i've just been eating regularly, i dont starve myself. i would never starve myself.

when i was on klonopin, my doctor rationed it so i wouldnt abuse it, this may be the same thing, as you re not suppose to take 5 in one day

no. over here not every T and pdoc are on a 'team'. they know each other and stuff bc my T used to practice in her building, but he has since moved to his own place. he doesnt really like her because she pushes benzos on people which is kinda weird as most doctors these days wont do that and are actively trying to wean people off of them. so i dont get what her goal is

yea, maybe. and other things. tehres a lot going on it seems!!! also all the muscles in my back are constantly in the tensed up position and its painful and uncomfortable. my mom gave me this prescription anti-inflammatory gel to rub on the muscles. then she was like ill give u a muscle relaxer "if you are willing to take it" i said ummm lets just see if this gel works.

why is it when im tryig to be a sober and a good panda people offer me drugs left and right. but when im trying to get high all the time no one wants to share the drugs. WTF

yeh i know youre not supposed to take 5 in one day, lol. i did that bc i had a script for 60 klonopin and was all like wHAT THE HAY!!!

ive thought about my T rationing them to me but i havent said anything about that. he might have gotten rid of them already. i dont know what he did with them.

i felt elated and happy but also worried and afraid bc i had those pills. it was a mixture of omg now i can do drugs legally! and omg, i am a huge Fing drug addict someone kill me

where is A1(insert string of numbers) ?????????

if u are reading i hope you are OK

Hey everyone. Watching the nature channel with my daughter. My son is off with his friend doing boy stuff. Feeling about the same today.

Hello,
Having a lazy day today. Watching TV and listening to music. My kids start school tomorrow so didn't want to tired them. Although they will be tired tomorrow since their sleep schedule is way off. I don't know how I'm going to make it bc I've been waking up around 8 or 9. I have to be their role model. Ha! Have a great day off every one!

I got up at 9:30 all summer. Getting up at 6 is not fun. I keep thinking next year I'll be up at 5. These kids will be the death of me.
I hope your kids have a great first day.

I decided it is my holiday to do as I wish. So after getting up super early and being up for a while I decided to crawl back into bed. Laying in my comfy bed in a dark, cool room. Dogs asleep next to me. Perfect way to spend this holiday I think.

I hope things go better for you soon!!

I'm doing alright.

Glad to be back.

Good morning. I hope everyone has a great day. I'm meeting up with my BFF today. I'm very excited.

Well, I'm alive (that's always a good starting point).

I hope everyone has a good day.

Welcome back helen. Was wondering where you went

Hey guys. Waiting to call the financial aid office to see if the loan forbearance confirmation went through. If everything works out today will be my first day of school. Only 1 class today later in the afternoon, psychology.

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I want this yet at the same time I'm terrified. I am excited but nervous. It will be a whole new experience. I want to learn and become more comfortable in social situations, make friends, etc.

Ugh still waiting. Anybody up?

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I'm up and about. Good luck blue_bird. I hope it works out.
Hanging with my BFF today. Then the usual after school stuff with the kids. Today will be a good day. Might even sneak in a trip to the mall

Hey,

Things a bit up & down. Strangely college is best time right now... actually been sleeping a fair bit more over my time off this weekend I guess because of feeling down about gran & generally not being on top of things at home. Asthma is playing up too for some reason so perhaps all adds together.

Still, I think things will even out again soon. Going down for my grans cremation over the weekend, so perhaps that'll sort of tie things up... I don't know.

N.B. - 1 pint after college on SSRI, having not eaten since lunch = tipsy. (really nice day here so, seemed logical to have a pint in beer garden after with a class mate)

I'm sure you'll love it. Really hope it works out for you.

I mean at college here (which is below Uni.. different thing over here), we only have 18 in a class... so easy to get to know most people.

Still, even if you have big classes I'm sure you'll met some great people. We had like 300 in our first year at Uni for law, so even at the end with only 120... you were still seeing people you didn't know!