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Mar 12, 2017, 09:25 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Hows everyone tonight?

I am okay I am watching Moana with my mom

ofthevalley · Mar 12, 2017, 09:44 PM

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Originally Posted by greentires4me

I believe I'm in psychosis it's scary man!!

can you call your Pdoc?

Angelique67 · Mar 12, 2017, 11:13 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I know and i am. Which like i said makes no sense to go. I am very lonely. For some reason i have jt in my head that if i ever have to goto the hospital and it disconnects me from social media/phone/texting then i wonder if people will even notice if i am gone? I doubt it. I just dont think that theres many people in my life that truly care about me. Which sucks because i care so much about so many people.

I would always notice your absence. :Hug:

Angelique67 · Mar 12, 2017, 11:21 PM

Am I being moderated? I don't have see my posts up yet. Actually no, I just thanked for the posts.

greentires4me · Mar 13, 2017, 12:06 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

can you call your Pdoc?

I did and left a message...

ofthevalley · Mar 13, 2017, 06:40 AM

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Originally Posted by greentires4me

I did and left a message...

I hope you hear back soon.

ofthevalley · Mar 13, 2017, 06:44 AM

Good morning everyone. Have an appointment with my primary today. I don't want to go it's such a waste of time. I go in she says everything is fine and sends me on my way. Waste of time and money.
What's everyone up to today? I hope you all have a great day.

newtus · Mar 13, 2017, 09:26 AM

Morning

Appt with my therapist today. Im very very tired.

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 10:34 AM

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Originally Posted by joacobanfield

Worried.
Yesterday I murdered another innocent person in my dreams. That tomorrow will be a long day doesn't help much.

What does the murderee get for killing? Is it a feeling of reward, or guilty feeling of hiding... ? Lots of ways this could go.

newtus · Mar 13, 2017, 10:42 AM

Im tempted to skip my appt and just stay home. I don't physically feel well and have anxiety and i just...hate this. I wanna be at home.

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 11:22 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

More like 145 pounds or even less.

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Originally Posted by Kori Anders

Thanks, newtus

Thanks, friends for being so caring

I was pretty sure people wouldn't notice I was gone.

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 11:34 AM

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Originally Posted by LifeForce

That's quite poetic - better than e.e. cummings poem about eating an apple that was in the refrigerator, IMO, lol! Much better!

Oh, that is intriguing! Do you remember the name of it?

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 11:44 AM

At least eight characters.

newtus · Mar 13, 2017, 11:50 AM

I wasnt able to do it. I couldnt go. Im so sorry.

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 11:54 AM

Haha looks like spider central there.

newtus · Mar 13, 2017, 11:57 AM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Haha looks like spider central there.

Are you okay?

ofthevalley · Mar 13, 2017, 12:04 PM

I made it to my doctor. Now I just have to wait. My nap was cut short for this

. Hopefully she has some insight on my chronic exhaustion.

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 12:05 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I wasnt able to do it. I couldnt go. Im so sorry.

Can you make some lists, such as pros and cons? And timing on what may have happened to provide a check list how much you're able to do the scary things.

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 12:09 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Are you okay?

Who, me? Yes, I'm OK. I should be doing more socializing, though. I still haven't called the mobile outreach, and I'm OK enough not to. But totally scared of ect. And I'm still wondering if they did do ect on me last April.

ofthevalley · Mar 13, 2017, 12:12 PM

Omg the people in here. Killing me.

newtus · Mar 13, 2017, 12:13 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Can you make some lists, such as pros and cons? And timing on what may have happened to provide a check list how much you're able to do the scary things.

Im sorry but im not entirely sure what you mean. Timing? Checklist on what?

justmeandmyhead · Mar 13, 2017, 12:35 PM

I slept a lot today. Fell asleep on the sofa till 12:30.
But then I was productive and did the rest of my care certificate. Well, as much as I can do by myself.
Feeling off today. Weird and just not right. Trying to ignore it.

newtus · Mar 13, 2017, 12:35 PM

I almost just dont feel like talking to anyone. Ive felt this way for almost a week now. I dont want my depression and anxiety to get the best of me.

Ive barely been on any of my social medias lately. Or even texting. If im not on those, theres a huge issue...

Angelique67 · Mar 13, 2017, 01:45 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Im sorry but im not entirely sure what you mean. Timing? Checklist on what?

The timing on all the check outs when they're good. For example, a new movement . Write it down (you got a caring call at 5:30, etc.) Then, you can work it so that you walk down his little part of Central Park. And it's a lot easier to deal with the illness when.

newtus · Mar 13, 2017, 02:08 PM

Um.........you ok? You sound psychotic maybe......

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