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I saw Everything, Everything today
It was such a good movie!

But in the trailers in the beginning they kept previewing horror movies and tat made me really uncomfortable

The messages are back I was worried I was missing them but now I know what's going to happen the messages are getting clearer again

Lol someone on the ward gave me one XD

I am hearing people over my music and they crazy

Hey morning.

Hope everyone has a good day.

I had a really bad dream that i drank and messed up my one month sobriety.

Morning. Meds are finally here, yay. Will be taking it the first time tonight, a bit scared to take it due to paranoid thoughts but of course, I'll take them no matter what.

Will watch Star Wars tonight with bf, I had never interested in watching it before but he convinced me to watch it, told me I'd like it. And yeah, watched the 4th episode and I love it lol, so we will watch the 5th episode tonight #gottadoanythingyoucaninthislongdistancerelationshiphaha

Hope everyone has a good day.

I posted on facebook if someone wanted to hang out today and two people responded. So im hanging out with someone today and then another tomorrow. I didnt think people cared about me. At all.

But im afraid that once people start talking to me and finding out about the details about my life that they wont like me anymore.

Im very ashamed that im on disability and dont have a job. But my dad said if i got a job he'd kick me out.

are you back with that same guy?

Good morning everyone. Hope you all have a good day.
Nothing planned. Just family stuff again. Tomorrow we are having a clam boil. I don't eat that though so I'm having steak.
Whatcha got planned?

Gained 3kg on Invega and Zyprexa I'm skipping meals cuz I want to be fit in Mexico also I don't want it to add up so better act fast.

Soon you'll hear about me gaining 20kg or something I don't want that to happen.

I want to buy duty free airport booze when I go to Mexico

Probably going over to a friends apartment later

Ugh. My daughter is watching Harry Potter...again.

My friend says they are rats, not mice, and there's rat droppings on a shirt in the kitchen. This could mean all my clothes and everything could be totally ruined. At least there's no rats here.

I have six bucks to my name. Get my check in on the 3rd. Gonna be better about my money. But after all the bills ill only be left with like 300 or 400 dollars. Which wont be enough to go grocery shopping once a week.

This next month my cell phone bill is 129 too. So that sucks.

I get tired oh the big bills and switched to prepaid. It's $40/month. I love it.

Everyone is doing their own thing. It's nice though a little lonely.

Movie marathon. Taking it slow today.

At my last hospitalization my first roommate was yelling racial slurs all day so I asked for a new roommate. The new one I got was super nice but the first thing she said tome was "I'm HIV + I hope that doesn't bother you. Assured her it didn't then I went in the bathro and it looked like a massacre. There was blood everywhere. She was also aopposed to flushing the toilet. It made for a long stay.
The first place I went to my roommate would go to the bathroom and toss her Nasty toilet paper in the trash. She would also leave the toilet seat a mess. Thankfully there were extra rooms at both places so I had a private bathroom.
Living like that is impossible.

Nope, don't worry, I love myself more than that hahaha

My current bf lives in West Virginia and we met here in PC lol. We were friends for about a year

PC love

Take me with you. I could use a vacation. Lol. I hope you have a great time.

Well, Im not on a contract. But im paying for unlimited data because our internet out here isnt good. Unlimited is 90 a month. (Not including the government fees which add up to an extra 10-15 bucks).

I was given the option of having a prepaid phone if i didnt want to use my social security number to use AT&T. But my phone wasnt elgible to be prepaid.

I really like my iphones and theres no 7's on prepaid.

Glad to hear you will be going out with friends! Have an awesome time.

Gotcha. I'm still running an iPhone 4 lmao. Works fine for me but I don't have unlimited data. Just 2 gigs or whatever they are called. That's enough for me since I'm on wireless most of the time.

Me too. I get 4 gigs of data for $35/ month on auto pay. I have Cricket - it's AT&T budget prepaid. I love it.