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Im really missing certain people right now. Like my ex. When i think about liking other people i just cant. I cant see myself liking other people because im so in love with him.

I wish he treated me better and actually kept in contact with me.

I'm so sorry you're so unhappy there. I really hope it won't be forever. Getting stronger so you can do more tasks on your own can only help - I'm glad PT is going generally well.

I used to work in the rehab area of a nursing home. Sometimes even people who were there a long time, supposedly permanently, would eventually move to a better place. Keep advocating for yourself and don't lose hope.

I hope things improve.

I really dont want to be alone.

Im crying.

I hate being alone with my head and thoughts.

Its worse because im thinking about my ex. Its a complicated relationship. But i refuse to call him my boyfriend.

I refuse to put anything other than "single" on my facebook.

Why am i in love.

I really need a miracle.

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Thank you, Gretta. I'll have to force myself to call that lawyer and see what she says about me being here permanently. I am also wondering if the social worker floated that thought about me being permanent to see how I manage being upset. They do all sorts of tests.

I hope it won't be long until you and your wife can get some good recipes she can eat.

Thank you!

I Just saw Split with James Macavoy. He is my favorite actor. He might not play the best characrters sometimes but he plays them well. My favorite movie of his is Filth. Split, however, was absolutely brilliant. It was so intense and dark. It was too dark for me. It was quite triggering actually. I had to take a klonopin just to relax my nerves. Brilliant but just too dam dark, way too dark.

I wanna see it now

surrender... surrender but don't give yourself away.

Hi Erti! How are you?

this is my last year one that a friend gave me I also have coins as well

Maybe I'm starting to feel better. Maybe four months in a slightly psychotic state is finally starting to turn around. Maybe the meds are actually working. Maybe this is false hope. Maybe it's just the week I've had... only time will tell, I guess.

i dont feel so safe ...

Morning. Ive been up since 4:30. Havent been sleeping much lately

I didn't like it. I thought it was dumb

I think mirrors are portals to other dimensions.

Maybe I'm not doing so great...

Well maybe they are!! Who's to say

The damn mirror people came back. Stealing my image. It's not me in the mirror it's them now. Wish they would leave my reflection alone.

I called the lawyer conservator this morning about my money, AGAIN, and about being here the REST of my LIFE. She didn't know I had a bank account. I told the moron that I have checking, savings, credit card and debit card. "YOU have a CREDIT CARD!?" She said. I hate her guts right now. Lying *****! She knows zilch about me and she's in charge of everything in my life??? This is a nightmare. I wish I were dead.

I am so sorry angelique

My Vyvanse is getting soggy because of the humidity might have to eat them..

Sorry to hear about your situation Angelique..

I'm so sorry you are going through this. it's so unfair.

Thank you! I'm so afraid. Im so overwhelmed and horrified.

Hi everyone. Hope everyone is having a good day.
I'm having a decent day so far. Everyone is home so that helps a lot. My son is sick so that's a bummer. I hate when they are sick.