roll call 89

i noticed that the other roll call was full?

Thanks kori

The idea that there are wires under my skin doesn't scare me it actually makes being watched make sense.

Good morning! Next week I can order my books for school!

Excited to be back in. It will take me longer to graduate than I had planned but that's okay.

I know now not to take like 4 classes at once, it's too much stress for me.

Yesterday marked 30 days without bingeing or purging!

I think I may play my violin today.

Hope everyone is doing well

It's Monday in the nursing home. I don't know where I'm supposed to be

Thanks bluebird---I always find your posts inspirational

I dont think i need therapy anymore

Why not?

It seems like the less i go, the more i get myself together more. You know? The more i go, the more dependent i am on therapy. Im scared to become so dependent. Each time i get back into the groove of therapy this clinic messes up appts and i end up not seeing my therapist for months. Like its been 4 and a half months since i seen her after seeing her for a year straight. (Once a month during that year).

I really dont want to become dependent but i think i should at least continue to go to this clinic for therapy just because i get therapy for free.

But i dont want to also so idk

The occupational therapist found me! Now I have to decide if I want to play Batman and Superman.

What is a roll call thread?

just a chat thread. come and talk about whatever... serious things, not serious things

I lost. It was complete BS! The rehab pdoc and nurse both openly acknowledged that my risk to self was low, yet argued that the nature was enough to justify continued detention. Obviously you have to have nature (ie MI diagnosis) to be detained under the Mental Health Act, but detention is supposed to hinge on degree (ie severity of risk to self or others). My solicitor was shocked as he'd never heard of anyone just arguing based on nature before, much less the section being upheld with low risk!

I'm very disappointed. I will await the report that details the panel's decision making process and then see if I can appeal. Based on the nature argument alone, that would mean ANYONE with a MI diagnosis could be kept locked up on section indefinitely and that surely can't still be the case in this day and age!

*Willow*

Oh Willow I'm so sorry
I hope you can appeal the decision.

i am sorry to hear that willow
I hope that the decision is appealed soon

That doesn't sound fair at all

Willow, that really sucks. It's a 10 on the suckitude meter. I hope you'll appeal and win. I empathize because I've been locked up for two months now. And there's no date of release. : sadhug:

Had a good day. Now I'm just waiting for the kids to get home.
I've been incredibly hungry the past few days. I don't think it's the meds. I think I'm just being a pig.
It's finally suppose to warm up this week. I can't wait.

Therapy was alright. Not that helpful. At least i dont have to pay for it.

I'm doing and not doing all the things I should be, to get an earlier release. It's the path of least resistance but I really do want to go home, so I'd better improve with all that. 😇

I'm agitated and I have RLS pretty bad. I wish I could take my clothes off. They seem to be in all the RLS activation, hitting all my nerves.

This is just such a weird place to be.

I am feeling SOOO GOOD omg. I love everything you guys are great I'm so awake I looooove this. Hhaha.

That's great! How did you get this wonderful feeling?

I haven't taken those pills in two days hahaha. I feel euphoric.

Sigh, I hate being sick

Heyyy what if I'm bipolar???? I suggested it before but my other doctor never cared hahaha. I just feel too good now