Roll Call 91!

I do that

She worked next to me in the lab for many years so I had to walk behind a lot but it was before all those cooking shows that show people either touching on the shoulder or saying behind so I had to just put up with it...oh well.

Nothing's gonna change
Love always remains

❤︎💕❤︎💕❤︎

It's stuff like that that start my delusions lol

My Zyprexa comes in 2.5mg and 5mg pills so I'll just take the 5mg tonight.

It's $1,500 to get my car fixed car's struts, alignment, an oil change, and some type of small motor that regulates the rpms somehow. He said I also need a new timing belt. I'll take it to a regular mechanic for that next month! The dealership is a scam. Cheese and rice that's half of my savings.

The good news is that it will be done tomorrow. At least I know my car will be fixed correctly and it will be done at a reasonable time. $1,500... I paid $2,400 for it just 4 months ago.

It will be worth it if it doesn't break down for awhile.

I got off work early today for the first time in several months! I just got a pizza delivered to my house. I have a case of Rolling Rock. Who wants to party?(!) I have a cat. Free pets. #singlelife

Thank you both for the hugs, I really appreciate it

*Willow*

Lolzzzz i down!

I had a good day. Met with an old high school secretary that i knew in high school. But then skipped group to hang out with the ex.

I dont understand. I was told in group to socialize to the max. And whenever i skip it to socialize, im told i shouldnt skip group. ???. Whatever.

Please don't overdo the time on your run. It makes me nervous because you're still smoking tobacco.

I was going to go for a run today but my mom told me not to because it's too hot outside and bad for the heart.

I was just thinking of running 1km or something.

I want to go back on Abilify instead of Invega because Invega increases my heart beat.

So maybe I'll run again when I stop smoking and on Abilify.

But I just didn't care about my smoking at the moment cuz I'm so umotivated to actually do something productive like making schedules and learning things. Sure I can run but that's about it cuz my mind is sedated.

Hi, all!

I suppose I'll introduce myself a little bit.

I have schizoaffective, bipolar type. Some of the symptoms I experience is thinking someone is out to get me, spying on me, going to hurt me etc. Rarely if ever do I hear voices. I see hallucinations and it feels like something is crawling up my legs or torso a lot of the time. I do not experience mania but hypomania and of course depression. I am also diagnosed with generalized anxiety.

I do not take medications. Last year I quit medications after ten years. They weren't helping and had horrendous side effects. I decided to take a natural approach after a few years of battling with severe depression, psychotic episodes, and crippling anxiety. After talking to my psychiatrist about a program called Truehope I decided to take the plunge.

I slowly tapered off my medications Latuda, Klonopin, Topamax, and Propranolol.

June 25th marked a year I've been medication free! It's been a long and slow recovery but worth everything I've been through. I still have a long road ahead of me but I'm up for the challenge. Truehope isn't going to cure me but compared to where I was before Truehope is a cure to me.

Right now, I have a lot going on with my family that is putting me under a lot of stress. All things considered, I'm handling it well overall. Just need to get my sleep straightened out. I am attempting to squeeze in exercise at the moment by getting up early in the morning and walking around my drive.

I hope everyone can reach their goals and keep on trucking!

Dinner

Welcome to the forum!

I think I have a problem with anxiety. Sometimes in social situations I feel shaky and light headed and feel like I'm going to dissociate (I've done it before in similar circumstances).

Idk is that an anxiety attack?

Welcome! You are an inspiration

Sounds like it. I have the same experience. I even get nauseous. There have been times where ive vomited.

Today I had some very awful, bad news coming from the conservator about my money. She said she'd have to spend it down, otherwise I'd be losing it all to the nursing home. And still be in massive debt to the nursing home. I'm so unhappy.

It's just so stupid. I feel like I have jerky head movements and I'm dizzy and freaking out and trying to keep cool and then my bed hurts a lot after.

**** anxiety and all this ****.

Hi welcome!

Looks awesome

Do you get to spend it on stuff you can keep at least, or maybe sell when you need to?

Try placing your hands on your stomach and breathing into your belly.

Welcome. Congrats on you year.