ParRoll Call 97

I called the pharmacy they got everything sorted out I'm getting my meds today!

Im so excited for September!!!! Iphone 8!

I took all three gabapentins last night and im extremely tired

So something screwed up my chance of going back to college. Meaning I'll never be able to get an education, ever. so **** everything.

My meds are:

234mg Invega Sustenna every 3 weeks

daily:
60mg Paxil
150mg Wellbutrin
900mg Trileptal
300mg Seroquel

as needed:
50mg hydroxyzine

What happened?

I owe the school money, which I can not pay. I do not have $10 in my pocket let alone $847, I have 20 dollars left after my bills are paid to pay for everything I need for the month. Toilet paper, paper towels, dish soap, toothpaste, etc. It's not like I'm ever buying non essentials or anything..

I have no purpose in life now. That was my dream, to be able to get a degree.

I can't list mine because I don't actually know what I'm taking here. I know I'm on gabapentin and risperidone, but I take a bunch of pills and there's more than that.

I haven't really noticed until recently but I'm losing a lot of weight. Like a whole lot. I think my stomach will be flat by January perhaps if I continue eating healthy like I am.

Can you get a student loan? This will be worked out, please don't feel hopeless. I know it's upsetting but there's always some sort of work around.

It can't get worked out, I can't get a student loan because that's where I owe the money, they just gave the bill to the school.

Do you have a school counselor? Have you applied for any grants? There's a Psych Central grant program for up to $500. You could try that.

If the school knows you're trying to raise the money and meet them halfway or more, they might make a financial plan with you to let you continue school. Can you go to the Dean?

Meds I'm on:

- Sertraline 100mg once a day
- Olanzapine 10mg once a day
- Lamictal 100mg once a day
- Spironolactone 100mg twice a day
- Propranolol 10mg twice a day
- Estrodial patches, changed twice a week

As needed:

- Diazepam 5mg up to twice a day

Thanks Angelique, but it's okay.

**hugs** to Blue_Bird, I hope you are able to get things worked out for school. :/ I had to do payments before over the semester, through arrangements, maybe you can get help with that?

Afternoon/evening everyone. How are things going?

I'm tired, but good. My wife and I got a call today that the Toyota Avensis was ready to test. It worked good, and she signed the paperwork and now the car is ours. So now, we're both getting used to driving a stick shift, cause its been a while for both of us. I don't have a lot of experience doing it, but I handled better than I expected. The clutch on this Toyota is way less picky than the one on Subarus I've drove.

It's okay guys, just forget it.

what's everyone up to?

The reason I hate sleep is because I never sleep well but life is a bloody nightmare.

I'm on..

Wellbutrin 150mg (For depression and stimulant cravings)
Zyprexa 5-10mg (Psychosis and for sleep)
Invega 150mg every 3 weeks (For schizophrenia)
Concerta 54mg (Controlled for narcolepsy symptoms)
Nozinan 50mg (For sleep)

I take:
Latuda 160 Mgs
Haldol 4 Mgs
Lamictal 100 Mgs
Zoloft 100 Mgs
Gabapentin 1200 Mgs
Ambien 10 Mgs
Ativan .5 up to twice a day

Hey guys. Today is a rough day. Last day of summer vacation and I have to work . I really just want to hang out with the kids.

Waiting for the smoke break. I don't know if I'll ever go early again, what with these awful people pulling that gigantic snub on me on my birthday. I just don't feel like sitting around waiting with them.

After I vape, I'll head for the gym to use the bike machine. I skipped it all last week and I can't do that. It helps with the weight loss. Not sure what else. I'll probably shower after that. I need help with my hair though, and I hate asking for it. If I could take a Benzo I could do it myself. It's just that my anxiety gets so bad I can't be still long enough to rinse it thoroughly.

Not sure what else I'll do. Those are the standby's here. :/ Usually I just play on my phone all day.

I take:

Haldol 10mg 1x a day
Gabapentin 400mg 3x a day

I'm at the bar ready to drink. God, I haven't felt anything for a few days. Mmmm cabbage soup! Reminds me of when my mother use to make it. all right, all right, all right! I have the next few days off so I'm just chilling.

Newtus, what are you going to do with all your cash? September 12th is the big day!