Roll Call 99

Mixed emotions

Drinking dranking hahahaha who gives a ****

I think mixed emotions are about right for your situation.

I just took a shower and ordered pizza

I was hoping i wouldnt have to answer the door cuz i dont want to put my bra back on for the rest of the night but alas i have to!

Might have to sport a bit of underboob tho cuz its my sportsbra.

LOL poor @Daytripper listening to all our stories

I'm sorry this is happening, and as Valley said mixed emotions sounds normal for this situation...but it's good that you were able to openly communicate with your boss about it.

Sending you hugs. If you need to talk or get anything off your mind, I'm an open ear. <3

Poor pizza delivery boy. My hair wasnt fixed. I had atrocious jewelry in my lip. My underboob showing through my shirt.

He looked scared

That was me lol

Newt, I totally support boob support!

I have anxiety tonight. I just took a Xanax and I'm having a beer with it. Hopefully that calms me down.

Had some pizza. Now ready to wind down a bit

Just took my pills

Also realized im running out of gabapentin and i have no refills. I was only given 1 months worth i dont see my pdoc for 2 months... how could they make this mistake?

Ill have to ration it.

I hate this clinic

I also dont enough haldol for those months in this new dose. So ill have to cut my 10mg pills in half for the rest of the next month.

This clinic always messes up

These people are incompetent to say the least. Sorry about your meds that's not cool.

i cant keep up with you guys...

i dont know why sia songs trigger me so bad

I wasn't given any snacks today, and when I couldn't sleep last night I ate a bunch at once (saved from other days).

Now there's no new ones. I'm very depressed.

I know. They are always making mistakes. Either with meds or appts or just whatever. I should report him.

Ive been seeing this pdoc for a year and hes had a lot of complaints against him. Either for being incompetent or mean or doesnt listen to the patients. I even turned in a complaint with the help of my pss worker. She helped me write one.

I hope he gets fired. Soon.

God i wish i had other clinics to goto but i dont.

Didn't mean to thank this. Meant to quote.
Can you ask for one?

Cant you call his office for a refill that he can call in at your pharmacy? That is standard practice!

Just another thing to stress me out.

No. I cant. like ive said before, i was told since it is a government agency i HAVE to see the doctor to get meds.

Ill have to call them tomorrow tho and see if i have to go on standby and wait alllll motherfing day just to get an appt and im not guaranteed an appt

Texting my peer support specialist worker

This clinic gets government funding.

I can't wrap my head around a clinic that doesn't prescribe enough medication and won't call one in. What are they doing to their patients?

I called in my doctor's office once when they took their sweet time and told them I was going to go in there and make a scene if I didn't get this med script, I lifted off my illnesses and then said id I don't get my meds then you will witness the power of my dark side in person.

Im embarrassed to be known as a patient here. I only tell people i trust because ive heard a lot of horror stories.

This clinic is an outpatient clinic for low income people and people on medicare/medicaid. Its a county clinic: MHMR. These are the worst places to go to. If i could goto a private doc i would but not only do i not have good insurance, i also live in a small town. So its the only clinic here. Unlike if you went to Dallas' MHMR, which im sure is bad too, but youd also have more options in private pdoc and therapists who take medicare/medicaid.

Texas is horrible at mental health. Tho.

Ugh

County clinics are terrible cuz they take people in jail or just got out. Or just got out of the hospital. So its all they can get.