Roll Call 101

That's terrible So sorry for your loss

Oh my goodness. I'm so sorry for your terrible loss, unsure. And so sudden. I'm praying for you and your family.

Im so sorry unsure

Just got back from seeing my pss.

Omg wow. Yea. Talk about detailed.

Oh unsure I'm so sorry for your loss.

I can't get enough of cigarettes halp!

No Tweaky..

"The only way you can stop is not from help of others, but from help from yourself" - Tweaky 2017

Im starting to hear voices.

This reapplying for college is a pain in the rear....I put in for transcripts a week ago and now they're telling me they don't have anything that old on file there so I have to go fax another agency that handle that. Just when I thought it would be easy.

Im dealing with something similar.

I ordered a transcript from a college to goto the uni and its been two weeks and they still havent gotten it. Plus trying to get the high school transcript there (i pray it shows up and is put in the system).

I had to order transcripts from 4-5 places.

At least I only need to do two....

Wow. I slept 10:15 - 2:30. That felt great. I never sleep that well on the recliner. Yay for naps.

I wish I could nap----never seem to be able to fall asleep no matter how much I need to....

I still need to talk to the financial aid office too.

Yeah I apparently need to take a placement test at some point too----not sure why they group certificate and degree seeking students.

A PhD graduate needs to take a placement test? Just when you thought you were done with those!

Not in texas

Me: I want to be an actor, a physicist, a songwriter and an entrepreneur

Society: ...

Me: What?

Society: Is your needle due?

Me: Yeah.. why?

Society: You must take it now. No more questions asked.

#Realstuffz

They really don't know I'm a PhD yet and I might be able to get a waiver but part of me wants to take the test to see where I stand today...its just going to be a waste of a Saturday.........

Might be fun to go on campus, get a cup of coffee, take the placement test. Washtenaw Community College, where I got my associates is a nice little walk.

I use to get a high off of accomplishing big things like that.

Its like the older i get the more stressed out i am.

I am so stressed out with everything going on. And im not sleeping.

I think im about to go through some very deep stress here in the next year. Just by the fact how everything is setting up right now. With school, my finances, this new relationship, the stress at my clinic, my family, my social life, etc.

Im just so lost bro...
Its becoming now where i flat out dont wanna do crap anymore because the minute i start thinking about everything i get anxiety and stress.

This is where i realllllly need my therapist, but she can only see me once a month because shes booked the whole month. At least i can see my pss once a week. But i really need professional help. I am starting to REALLY miss drinking.

I am so scared to open my bills right now. I shouldve never gone to the ER.

They lost my dropper top, or threw it away. And they're telling me that in this whole rehab, they have no dropper tops. My headache is worse again and it looks like I'm going to have a very hard time filling my leaky tank. If I didn't have to rely on them to maintain my vaping bag I wouldn't have these problems. Maybe someone should trash their cigarettes and then say, " "sorry, this is a no smoking campus!"

And no one calls me to check on me. Everyone texts. Which is ok i guess but i would rather have a full on convo. And even at that its only the bf that checks on me through text. Ugh