Roll Call 101

I feel alright now but God I'm lost

I hope things go okay. Keep us updated.

My NP just called and said I sound like I'm getting manic and she wants to make sure I'm not doing anything I shouldn't be

Wtf????

How do I sound manic. I haven't even spoke with her. She said she talked to the Dr at the minute clinic. I am so confused. I am not manic

That's so messed up.....

It's weird. After I left the gym, my luck fell down. The smoke break the goddess and the other lady didn't give me my vape gear at the smoke break. I saw my therapist in the hall but she hasn't come by. The older roommate crapped all over the toilet seat and it was a big deal because I said "[name] did it," right in front of her because she never calls anyone herself and it makes it horrible to live here. And the same nurses assistant that came in to see or clean the toilet brought my dinner tray in and *****ed at me about my lunch tray which hadn't been taken away. I just hate this place right now. I might talk to the conservator about this and see if she would let me go home. If I called Medicaid I might be able to lose the coverage and very suddenly be able to go home.

But when I said it's weird for you to be asked if you're manic, I meant to agree with you. That's a weird turn of events today. I'm so glad I took care of my vape yesterday. I would hate it if I had to change the coil today.

Sorry things are going so poorly for you

Whenever my wife and I talk about technology...I feel like I've fallen so far behind. She's up to date on most everything and the directions things are going. She's got great insight. A couple years ago, we used to be on equal footing discussing these things. But now...all I do is listen more than anything. I can't keep up. I can't think critically like I used to. It kills me inside. I feel inferior.

Oh man...

Letdown

What happened?

Sometimes that happens....

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

I'm going through the same thing.....what I keep telling myself is I was born really smart....I was lucky I got to live that at all, I didn't earn it really. Most people are born average...now I'm average so I get a chance to see the world the way most people do. It's not exactly a blessing but I think it will bring greater understanding.....

This is all I've got so far, now if I actually had cognition I'd probably come up with something better.

... That's cool asf. My doctors would just want to see me more often if they were concerned. He cares about you Junk

Make sure there's a safe word like Benjamin Franklin or Steve Jobs.

How did your bridge turn out?

I feel you. But if you can find a dance partner things lighten up! I remember going solo to my brother's wedding and I was the best man. After the speech I had the pick of the litter. I went home very happy. She was a cool chick... good times.

This...was very helpful to read. Like, I'm sorry you're going through the same thing right now. But you get it firsthand. It sucks cause it's like...we have to work 2-3 times as hard as we used to in order to achieve either the same or a lesser result. It sucks.

I hope one day we can get back to a level of cognition something resembling what it used to be, or at least close.

Jesus Christ, it was like 90F outside, SP! We were able to put to finish oil priming it and finished the single coat on it. Sweating like Kvothe on a first date! Tomorrow Ill be finishing it if we can find enough paint. We had to go all over Ann Arbor and Canton jut to find the right product to cover it. Boring stuff. But at least I got through a few hours of my book and a couple philosophy lectures. Thanks for asking SP. Means a lot.

Yeah it absolutely sucks....

The feeling of something bad is about to happen is part of paranoia, at least it was for me. I had to attach the feeling to something and if it wasn't something in my past then it was something that was about to happen. There had to be a cause no matter what!



A man I love has the worst luck but he's older and his saying it, "Next problem" There's always something else. I should talk to that guy...

Yes like 92 here as well.....setting records.....nice with the audiobooks

:O it was like only 45-50 F today here...