Roll Call 103

Morning everyone. Slept until 10! Feeling good.
Hope everyone has a good day.

Have you not been eating with the Latuda?

I’ve only really been eating in the evening. And then again not very much... I’m stuck in this stupid cycle.

Gotcha. That would definitely be a contributing factor.

I think i have 2 or 3 people added on the forum here on snapchat. Valley, do you have snapchat? You came up on my snapchat.

My chest doesnt seem to hurt as much today. Not trying to jinx this good feeling tho.

I’m just ****ing up I can’t keep my **** together it’s one thing or another

Samsung Galaxy A5 2016 model.

I'm not usually scared of spiders but I had a nightmare about them in detail.

Nightmares don't really bother me much anymore after my bad trip.

Gloomy day.. There's light shining through the window but it's not bright enough so I have to turn on the light inside too.

i'm starting to think that there are spies planted here, watching me and waiting for me to spill revealing information...?

i noticed when i start a roll call it gets closed right away when it hits 1k posts,
but when other people start roll calls they stay open forever

It just depends on the mods......

Well, I'm enjoying a beer right now at Applebees. It's right next to the theater so in an hour I'm going to hop over there to watch Bladerunner. It came out yesterday! Hardcore sci fi fan here. I read the book that Bladerunner was based on, Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep. It was the first book I picked up for a philosophical paper of my choice on Artificial Intelligence. Great book.

I'm in a really bad mood to go to work today. Like depressed.

I don't really care if I snap at anyone. I don't care.

I want to go to school and do something for work that I want to do.

Tweaky, be careful my friend. You can't flip out on people just because life isn't good. (hugs) What I did was work part time while going toa community college until I had half my credits which equaled an associates. I got my degree there then I took out student loans for the rest and went full time. Best time of my life until I sunk into psychosis.

I ate a high calorie lunch (blahhh) and took my meds. Just the one dose. I’ll take the second dose with dinner.

I’m trying, okay...

I wish I could help you somehow. I can give you a virtual

Starving and delusional vs eating good and sane — THIS SHOULDNT BE HARD TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO.

Oh yeah, I'm adorable !!!! welcome to roll call!

Getting hot fudge sundaes.

Went and visited a friend of my dads. My other stepbrother and his mom, my dads ex-wife before he was with my mom.

Then i got my carwashed. Been waiting a few months to do that. I started to get very very very pissed off because its a hand carwash where they do everything to your car by hand. I left and i couldnt find one of my water bottles and police radar. I seriously thought the hispanic people stole it. I was about to drive back and make a scene and then i found out they unplugged everything and put my water bottle in that middle compartment between the seats. Man.

Now home.

My mom randomly put 400 dollars in my bank account. That should help tho. I mean, i say “randomly” but she said she thought it would help me.

Where did ya read it at?

www.astro.com

Or a different site?

I think AstroMatcha. I have no idea.

I wish I had a mother like yours...mine expects me to show up before everyone arrives to clean her house on thanksgiving...tomorrow!

My dad probably would've helped me out with my computer if he was still alive... maybe even helped me buy a tablet!

Ugh! Well I don't know whatever happens right?

Happy thanksgiving if I forget tomorrow.....