Roll Call 105

Morning

I slept through the WHOLE night. Its the first time in at least a month ive done this.

Ive got a bad headache. I think its cuz i barely ate or drank any liquid yesterday.

Ugh i dont feel good. I feel like im gonna throw up or pass out or something. I feel lightheaded.

Omg you guys wont believe it....

I freaking had a dream i overslept thursday night/friday morning and MISSED the iphone x preorders. In my dream i flew up to apple headquarters to get one, in california. I was ABSOLUTELY Devastated.

I doubt they have them in Apple headquarters probably ship straight from China...

Thats not why i went up there. I went up there to preorder it. I found my way inside.

In real life no one is allowed in those buildings. But in the dream i found my way in. Lol.

But i think in my dream it fast forwarded to november 3rd when they came out.

I feel so sick this morning....was supposed to go to the grocery store but am coughing so much it's unlikely.....

Im so sorry sp

Please get better

From yesterday. He was really tired but i still wanted a picture!

I had to take migraine medicine

Dang i threw up. I throw up each time i get a migraine

Good morning, went to the dentist yesterday only to get a call 2 minutes after I walk in saying that my dentist won't be there and the appointment is cancelled. So annoying, couldn't give a days notice can they? I have to get up really early, walk downtown and get the bus then walk a few blocks to the clinic. Anyway... got another one on Nov 13th now.

Don't really have much going on this weekend. Enjoying my time off.

RCIA is going very well. I screwed up and purged last night after 122 daays of not doing it.

Can i ask y’all something?

My whole life ive had trouble eating in front of people. If i eat in front of someone i throw up or get nauseous.

I thought it was an anxiety thing, but is there any chance it has to do with my eating disordered tendencies?

Edit/// i googled it and everything that came up was pointing towards social anxiety disorder. So i was right.

I hope you'll feel better soon. And stop coughing.

My throat hurts *cries*

And I got another night of 6hours I feel like hell. Why didn't my mom didn't read the label before giving those drinks to me?

I'm starving. I set aside my breakfast egg for tonight and I barely ate. I guess I'll have a snack. They still haven't given me my morning meds. Unless I was asleep when they did.

Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going?

@Blue_Bird, SP, and Newtus; I hope you guys feel better soon. <3

I'm doing okay today. Was up until 7 in the morning and slept till about 4pm. I need to do something about this because that gives me only 1-2 hours of sunlight during the day. Not good for seasonal depression.

But I'm gonna try to order travel insurance and train tickets today for the trip!

You’re lucky... I haven’t slept through the night in years never mind months. Occasionally I’ll sleep until 4-5am nonstop but more often not.

I’m glad you slept well though.

Thanks loial

Hope you are well today

I hope you both feel better soon...

*edit* - and newtus...

So that’s me down at my parents house now.

I’m alright I guess, not perfect... a bit down and tired.

Had a talk about college with my mum. Going to try get the motivation to go next week after the holiday but we’ll just have to wait and see.

They brought my morning meds a little while ago. The prozac is still half of what it was on Thursday.

I hope everyone is ok. I'm dying for another vape break. I could go wild with this waiting. The air and day were nice at 9:30. I've become more unconcerned about how I look. I'm not going to suddenly be thin so I may as well not torture myself with embarrassment. I've been wondering if I could sneak an e-cig into my room. Unless they saw it, they would never know.

I like good quality music but to be honest I don’t notice much difference between 192/256/320kbps.

I do have a couple of CDs ripped in lossless but I don’t really have a good enough setup to notice a difference.

I can tell the difference between using some pretty reasonable headphones or speakers and bad ones though...

So I just realized it's been over 4 months since I quit smoking! And I have reached a point where I don't crave or think about cigarettes now. I think this time I've quit for good. I'm tempted to vape with 0mg nic liquid in the states, but I think it's still dangerous. So I'm gonna not touch it. Don't want to stunt my progress.

I don’t think it’s worth it... who knows what they’ll do if they find it.