Roll Call 105

I was thinking of applying for a new job, but now I'm pretty sure i won't. I hate change, and I'm pretty sure my supervisor here likes me pretty well. So that's a good thing. There's lots of downsides to my job, but i think if i got something else, the stress on top of everything else my push me right over the brink. I think it's better to stay put.
My wife got to use two needles at dialysis tonight! Win!
I'm very nervous about our future.
We watched a good movie called Across the Universe. It was prime on Amazon.

Changing jobs is stressful....you've got so much going on right now.....

On the plus side you'll be here with us

Lol yep. Ill be blowing up the forums all day this weekend.

We took this out in the field by my house. We used a snapchat filter.

Yesss I fixed the TV downstairs. Now I can play xbox in the basement and vape cuz that iz my good life for now.

Holy crap. I just slept the WHOLE night without waking up. Bf is wearing me out.

Good morning. At my program. I saw a flyer looking for volunteers at the local science museum so I'm gonna do that. RCIA last night was very nice, I am enjoying it. Going home later and cleaning my apartment, then to relax

Morning

Having coffee

Group today

going to my intake today at the substance abuse assessment place

I gotta tell yall something funny

My bed has slats under it and in the middle they slip away from the metal easily, when they are bent in the middle.

The bf and i were making out on my bed with my door closed. And my dad was home. So my dad comes out of his room and he calls my name. And i get freaked out because my door is closed and the bf and i were making out.

So i try to get out of my bed and all you hear is *BOOM*, and the wooden slats slip away from metal frame, and im just freaking sitting there laughing. And the bf is nervous as hell because my dad heard it.

I come out of my room and my dad just gives me this look. And i wanna laugh so damn bad.

He knew what was up

I went to bed at 9pm and floated off to sleep and woke up at 5:40am a good 8 hours 40mins I won't do a party dance. Yesterday was very stressful day and that friend of mine didn't pay me back and dodged the subject every time we were in the grocery store together! And then my mom took me to my uncles and made me clean his house saying and manipulating me "that I don't do anything for him what so ever!" All I wanted was a ride to the grocery store in the next town called "superstore"!

Last night after I unpacked all the groceries and such I went downstairs to collect my money and more resistance from someone else I didn't have $5 in change so I gave new batteries and some Lysol wipes for a trade of the $5.

I am so stressed out I just keep listening to a guided meditation about stress over and over again.

I think im sick

Yea i think i have a cold

I got one too maybe you have gotten cyber boogies from me...

Doing the thang thang

Damn i feel bad

My throat hurts. And my nose is runny. And i keep sneezing. Man my brain feels hella foggy too.

I feel like crap

Sounds sorta like me but head cold type thingy from hell!

Did you get your flu shot Newtus?

Can't wait till lunch, sausage and peppers/onions on a roll !!!!!

Yes i did

Sometimes i get sick after i get the flu shot too tho

The only times I've ever gotten the flu was after I didn't get the shot.

I see my t today...
I am a little nervous, I want to start working on trauma stuff with her
she's the only person I would ever trust enough to do so with

I will never trust anyone else as much as I trust her,
so I think its now or never at this point

Im starting to get worried

Everywhere i read about ssdi and marriage, it says if you get ssdi based on your parents work record and you get married, your benefits will be terminated.

I've been approved for SAIOP
Substance abuse intensive outpatient

Yayeeeeeer!!!!!!

That's brave of you Kori---good luck----