Roll Call 110

That sucks the TD symptoms didn’t go away. I hope things work out...

Im having a problem with my FAFSA at this new school. Same problem i had at my community college. They need a non-filers statement from 2015. The irs website has been down all year. (Ive been trying since feb or march to get this statement. Basically saying i didnt need to file taxes because i didnt work that year).

Anyway i called my school and they said they are gonna try to see if they can get that waived and if they can im good to go to get financial aid for the spring!!!

*crosses fingers*

Are they putting you on another AP?

No, it's all APs that have the risk of TD so I can't be on them

wow that's terrible....I hope you stay asymptomatic.......

Oh God lol in my brain when I think "good" my mind says "goob" recently it's been driving me nuts

Im not sure but i think im getting sick. A little girl sneezed in the store last week right next to me. I think thats what might be getting me sick. I never go anywhere and being around people isnt a problem unless someone sneezes around me.

Pisses me off.

Ugh i forgot i have to goto that stupid effing holiday party tonight...

On another note i think im allergic to certain flavors of vape liquid

Hey guys. Finished working unless my boss calls. Just hanging out with the dogs. I still have to take a shower but I think I'll try a napa first.

Ugh so the person doing the carpooling for this party is picking me up an hour and a half or more before the actual thing starts.

Ugh so im gonna be there for 3-4 ****ing hours. Im gonna be so damn tired.

I'm very tired but I can't sleep. Got my meds refilled today. Not sure what should me and fiancé do tomorrow. Might be just resting. He will go back on 18th but I don't want to think about it at the moment.

I lied to her. Told her my dad is taking me. I dont think im gonna go. But if i do im not gonna get there til 7. Or if i get there right at, im only gonna stay an hour.

That's sad that you have to lie to her, she should support the decisions that you make......

Have you tried melatonin? Here you can get it over the counter.....

She doesnt really respect me. Or when i say no. She thinks she knows what’s best for me. I feel like only my dad knows whats best for me. If my own mom doesnt know, how would she know?

And i kept the school thing from her this whole time too! You didnt think i could but i did. She mentioned it was “ok” for me to restart the application. But ive been doing it this whole time. Cuz i wasnt about to tell the school to stop calling me til spring or trash my application only to pay another 70 dollars for it. What a waste of time and money! Plus theres been complications with signing up so far.

I really am surprised you could keep it a secret for so long

it's been stuck in my head ever since i found this twitter account and it will not stop

That's what I've been wondering too.

i'm really curious about looking at my family tree for some reason. there were a lot of secrets kept from me and even my dad by my gram. i started digging a bit and found a picture of my great-grandma (and holy sith they were like carbon copies of each other). but even though records on mental health in the 18-1900s were garbage i still kind of want to know if anyone in the timeline had some kind of psychosis. someone posted 4 generations of my grandpa's side on a forum and it's still disturbing how many suicides are on it. never trust the men in my family alone around guns i guess. or trucks.

My god I'm freezing. It's 25 out and windy. Even with the wood stove going it's only 70 in here. I'm cuddled up under the blanket with my daughter and my dogs lol. Collective body heat attempt.

I think she said she was taking a break

I wish the smoke monitors had warmer coats - they keep cutting the smoke breaks short. There wasn't even one this morning, they cancelled it because of the cold. It sucks. I'm nice and toasty in my winter coat.

I wish I had bags of Halloween candy. And could vape in my room.

Thanks. I thought/wondered maybe she was still ip? Hope she's OK.

Well that's not fair. Tell them to man up and give you your smoke break.
When I was in the hospital they used smoke break against us. They would screw with us by bringing us out late and then threatening to cancel it when people complained. I hate people that work in the mental health field for power.