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Old Dec 10, 2017, 10:45 PM
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So I'll open the thread with something personal I wish to come out about. A few people I know here are already aware. But I am a transgender woman. I was assigned male at birth, but have identified as female and had leanings towards it my whole life. I transitioned about 3 years ago and life has been much better since I started being true to myself, subtract the mental health problems that have been persistent through my life. I hope people here are able to accept me as who I am. <3 I am nervous about coming out, but felt it was something I wanted to do.
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Old Dec 10, 2017, 10:52 PM
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Old Dec 10, 2017, 10:54 PM
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So I'll open the thread with something personal I wish to come out about. A few people I know here are already aware. But I am a transgender woman. I was assigned male at birth, but have identified as female and had leanings towards it my whole life. I transitioned about 3 years ago and life has been much better since I started being true to myself, subtract the mental health problems that have been persistent through my life. I hope people here are able to accept me as who I am. <3 I am nervous about coming out, but felt it was something I wanted to do.
Thanks for telling us. I really wouldn't have known.
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Old Dec 10, 2017, 10:56 PM
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Old Dec 10, 2017, 11:01 PM
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I told the bf that i scientifically calculated the odds of me getting married and the results were that i wont. He looked at me, paused and said “i might just put a ring on that finger and prove you wrong”.
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Old Dec 10, 2017, 11:40 PM
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I told the bf that i scientifically calculated the odds of me getting married and the results were that i wont. He looked at me, paused and said “i might just put a ring on that finger and prove you wrong”.
My friend bought me a "diamond" ring way back when I was singing a lot that "he buys me diamond rings". Since then, my fingers got fatter and it doesn't fit anymore. I'll have to start singing that again!

But anyway, although he bought me a ring long ago, he still won't marry me. He'd be responsible for like hospital bills, and other stuff that Medicaid covers. Looks like it's not in the cards for me. I wish I'd had a normal life.
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 05:54 AM
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So I'll open the thread with something personal I wish to come out about. A few people I know here are already aware. But I am a transgender woman. I was assigned male at birth, but have identified as female and had leanings towards it my whole life. I transitioned about 3 years ago and life has been much better since I started being true to myself, subtract the mental health problems that have been persistent through my life. I hope people here are able to accept me as who I am. <3 I am nervous about coming out, but felt it was something I wanted to do.


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Old Dec 11, 2017, 06:15 AM
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 06:17 AM
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Like I feel this sense of energy. Hyper negative energy that is weighing me down and needs an outlet I don’t know what to do.
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 07:47 AM
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Morning!

Had coffee.

Seeing my pss this morning much later, i think.
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Like I feel this sense of energy. Hyper negative energy that is weighing me down and needs an outlet I don’t know what to do.
Have you been taking your meds consistently?

Not sure what you mean by hyper negative can you give an example of something you might do?
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 08:41 AM
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Like I feel this sense of energy. Hyper negative energy that is weighing me down and needs an outlet I don’t know what to do.
Take a walk? Physical exercise can really help, I've found.
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 08:53 AM
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Im seriously thinking about a future with the bf, since he gave me that serious look last night and mentioned putting a ring on my finger. His mom seemed to like me. His friend said im really good to him and told him that he should marry me.

Im gonna start seriously saving money for my future.

Wow ive come so far. From a sick teen and sick 20 year old (in my early twenties). So sick that i could barely form a sentence. To going to school and having a relationship. To having another very serious relationship that could have a possible future.
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 09:17 AM
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So I'll open the thread with something personal I wish to come out about. A few people I know here are already aware. But I am a transgender woman. I was assigned male at birth, but have identified as female and had leanings towards it my whole life. I transitioned about 3 years ago and life has been much better since I started being true to myself, subtract the mental health problems that have been persistent through my life. I hope people here are able to accept me as who I am. <3 I am nervous about coming out, but felt it was something I wanted to do.
Thank you for trusting us to know about this and as you already know I accept you
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 09:21 AM
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I had a terrible day. So me, bf, and my family were supposed to go to the museum today but it was closed for maintenance. Then we decided to see a waterfall but after we got there it was raining heavily and foggy so we couldn't come near the waterfall. To make it even worse the bf is sick now, I'm guessing due to tiredness and being wet by the rain Tomorrow is my bday, we supposed to go out and get me an ice cream cake but not sure whether he is strong enough tomorrow to do that. Of course his health is my top priority.
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 09:23 AM
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I don't see it as a problem, but as an achievement as wish I could borrow some lol
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 09:24 AM
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Time to set some serious goals this upcoming 2018! Here’s to the future! 🥂
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Old Dec 11, 2017, 09:27 AM
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Time to set some serious goals this upcoming 2018! Here’s to the future! 🥂
I feel that I still have good things left in this life for me at the moment, so yeah here's to the future 🥂
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I have that situation, but with Bare Escentuals eye shadows. But I grouped my colors and have each color group in a separate plastic bag. The eyeshadows can be used as nail polish too, but not as easily.

I will never buy another eye shadow. My nail polish is in a box I packed around 15 years ago, except for my "recent" ones (since 2010).
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Morning everyone. Working today then going to the verizon store to look for a phone. They are sold out online. Other than that nothing to speak of.
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Have you been taking your meds consistently?



Not sure what you mean by hyper negative can you give an example of something you might do?


I have been taking my meds consistently. I just feel kind of down emotionally. And hyper. Like full of energy but bad energy. Like I might impulsively hurt myself or binge drink or cut off all my hair or something.

I don’t make sense.
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