Roll Call 110

I don’t want to eat anything either. I need to lose so much weight I’m going to succeed.

That sounds like a mixed state......I hope you don't do anything you regret later

Please eat healthy instead, starving yourself won't do any good

Thinking about my eyeshadow collection and wishing I had them all here. I just sit around wishing I had all my stuff everyday.

Does celery count

Hahahahaha staying away from my hair anything else won’t matter

In awhile I'll go back to the lounge and hopefully buy a Coke. My coffee did very little for me today. I just feel kind of jittery instead of woken up. My body has nervous energy but my head is drowsy. Going to the gym today is out of the question.

I'm so tired. I just feel like going back to sleep.

If I had my eye Shadows here, I could make like celery green nail polish, or any color I could imagine. And some I've never thought of before.

Celery alone wouldn't be enough for your daily nutrition.

http://www.eatwell101.com/low-effort...inners-recipes

Got my daughters phone after going to 2 different verizon stores. She will be happy it's exactly what she's been looking at buying. Rose gold . Also got her some pjs for Christmas and a pair for the elf to bring on Christmas Eve.
I'm still at a standstill with my son. I was checking out the apple watches and they are so cool. I can't believe he doesn't want one. My father in law is getting him a fitbit one. I need to step it up. I want to be done shopping by the end of the week.

I've heard people making their own nail polish colors using eyeshadow, do they really turn out beautiful?

I really enjoy your post about you taking care of your children, you're a good mother Valley

Watching Outlander with the mother.

Everything is awesome and amazing hyper!

I don't know, I never tried it yet. They can be used on the lips too, I tried that with a lip balm dipped in eye shadow. That was a really pretty pink color, the first time I tried it. I'm surprised I haven't played with my eyeshadows much. Lots of them have the little shaker plastic piece so it's harder to use those for nails. But the lip coloring is easy, shake some shadow on to a piece of paper and dip the lip balm (or other product) in it.

Thank you. You made my day

Ooh interesting, I'll try this

You are a good mom! You should be proud!

Just got home from seeing my pss. I talked about the bf the whollllllle time!

She thinks if everything keeps going well, he might just be THE ONE. Because he brings common sense to the relationship, which i lack she says. Also that hes so caring towards me and etc

We talked for like 2 hours about him!

how does anyone go abou-t their day- without constantly being on the verge of a breakdown over the world being destroyed before our eyes i dont understand

I feel so agitated

I remember in the psych ward I was so agitated and they wouldn't give me olanzepines and the psychiatrist had to tell them like 3 times.

I made tea..

My psychologist/psych nurse just phoned me. I told him about agitation but also that I've been sleeping lots cuz I got fed up with sleeping so much then stayed up then slept more.. Can't out run that..

He said to maybe go back on Prozac and Concerta to calm me and wake me up but he said that my psychiatrist probably wouldn't give the Concerta because the hospital always takes it away.

He said it could be a side effect of the Invega (Akathisia) and to change antipsychotics but I don't think my psychiatrist would do that.

My psychologist/psych nurse said I'm doing the best right now than he's ever seen me though so that's good..

Where is everyone?

I'm here, as usual. But, nothing to say. Vape break in roughly 30 minutes. I didn't get anything done today. I'm worried about my friend, that something bad might happen.

Im bored