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junkDNA · Jan 04, 2018, 04:54 AM

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Originally Posted by Erti

my mom and I had an interesting conversation this morning... kinda triggering.

Possible trigger:

My family is full of child molesters. My great grandfather raped all his daughters. Including my grandmother. A couple of my grandmothers brothers became child molesters and the abuse continued with their children and so on so forth. Mom told me a story about one of my uncles asking her as a kid to put his penis inside her vagina but never asked or did anything to her. But with that I think that's because they were kids. My mom never was raped or molested which is good.

It's definitely a generational problem in some families. That's how the cycle of abuse continues

junkDNA · Jan 04, 2018, 04:55 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

I like that we just have a new member here yesterday, but I just wish that they introduced themselves first before commenting about anyone’s life here because I have paranoia. It makes me feel like being watched by strangers that come out of nowhere and then tell me what to do about my life

Sorry to say this. Maybe it’s just me being paranoid

You're not being paranoid but... People are reading here. These threads have tens of thousands of views. This website is accessible to anyone with an Internet connection. They don't even have to have an account. So if it bothers you I would not share any identifying information. Not trying to stir up paranoia but trying to be realistic

Erti · Jan 04, 2018, 05:27 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

It's definitely a generational problem in some families. That's how the cycle of abuse continues

My grandmother wouldn't even leave my mom alone with her brothers and my grandfather. Mom said she was never abused... I don't think she understands how my abuse effected me. I don't even think she knows the extent of the sexual abuse had been. I don't plan on telling her though.

newtus · Jan 04, 2018, 05:34 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

I like that we just have a new member here yesterday, but I just wish that they introduced themselves first before commenting about anyone’s life here because I have paranoia. It makes me feel like being watched by strangers that come out of nowhere and then tell me what to do about my life

Sorry to say this. Maybe it’s just me being paranoid

No. Im paranoid too. Wasnt too happy but im no longer sharing detailed info here. Hopefully i can stick to it.

newtus · Jan 04, 2018, 05:34 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

You're not being paranoid but... People are reading here. These threads have tens of thousands of views. This website is accessible to anyone with an Internet connection. They don't even have to have an account. So if it bothers you I would not share any identifying information. Not trying to stir up paranoia but trying to be realistic

Thats why im not sharing detailed info anymore.

12AM · Jan 04, 2018, 05:35 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

You're not being paranoid but... People are reading here. These threads have tens of thousands of views. This website is accessible to anyone with an Internet connection. They don't even have to have an account. So if it bothers you I would not share any identifying information. Not trying to stir up paranoia but trying to be realistic

You are right, I wasn’t being realistic

I was too comfortable with you guys that I forgot millions of people can read this thread.

12AM · Jan 04, 2018, 05:38 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

No. Im paranoid too. Wasnt too happy but im no longer sharing detailed info here. Hopefully i can stick to it.

Yeah I’ll stop sharing details here too. Glad we have that Facebook group because sometimes I really wanna share stories with you guys.

Erti · Jan 04, 2018, 05:47 AM

well good thing I don't give a **** if my family see's my replies here.

newtus · Jan 04, 2018, 05:53 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

Yeah I’ll stop sharing details here too. Glad we have that Facebook group because sometimes I really wanna share stories with you guys.

Yea same. Im gonna start putting details in the group and sharing general info here.

newtus · Jan 04, 2018, 05:54 AM

Also, no one knows anything about a person or their relationship with someone here unless theyve been here long enough or know that person.

junkDNA · Jan 04, 2018, 06:27 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

You are right, I wasn’t being realistic

I was too comfortable with you guys that I forgot millions of people can read this thread.

It's okay. It's easy to forget that its so public when it seems like it's just us here in our intimate little group

Loial · Jan 04, 2018, 06:36 AM

Ugh, I feel ill. Damn cold. Still, not going to let it ruin my day. Dosed up on lemsip and I’m going out to a burger place for lunch. Yum,

Erti · Jan 04, 2018, 07:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Ugh, I feel ill. Damn cold. Still, not going to let it ruin my day. Dosed up on lemsip and I’m going out to a burger place for lunch. Yum,

Come to the US... Burgers are better here. I promise.

Erti · Jan 04, 2018, 07:12 AM

If I could recollect before my hood days I sit and reminisce Thinking of bliss and the good days

newtus · Jan 04, 2018, 07:28 AM

I feel like shyt

Im on my period and i have gas

12AM · Jan 04, 2018, 07:33 AM

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I feel like shyt

Im on my period and i have gas

I feel like shyt too, I guess I’m PMSing.

12AM · Jan 04, 2018, 07:34 AM

Anyone watch One Piece here? I just start watching it, I cried on one episode. It’s a good anime.

newtus · Jan 04, 2018, 07:42 AM

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I feel like shyt too, I guess I’m PMSing.

I feel disgusting and bloated

Everything is making me angry

newtus · Jan 04, 2018, 07:42 AM

Or sad......

12AM · Jan 04, 2018, 07:44 AM

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I feel disgusting and bloated

Everything is making me angry

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Originally Posted by newtus

Or sad......

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 04, 2018, 08:01 AM

I still don’t have water....I guess when you can see it gushing from the street it is a bad sign....

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 04, 2018, 08:20 AM

Water is back, yay!

12AM · Jan 04, 2018, 08:31 AM

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Water is back, yay!

Yay! Glad it wasn’t longer than that

junkDNA · Jan 04, 2018, 08:38 AM

I am toast.

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junkDNA · Jan 04, 2018, 08:39 AM

*eats face for breakfast *

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