Roll Call 112

Oh no, it was valley. I'm sure it's not a case of being cursed, for either of you.

Well, I irritated my inner lower lip by rubbing it over my teeth. Since yesterday. And it looks like I'd better put my phone back on the charger.

My bottom lip is cut from the dentist cutting it with her scraper tool. Sadist dentist

Got these at work today

I still have Christmas gifts coming in from my friend

Ugh. It was me . My first one.

My husband is making dinner. Nothing that I eat but it’s nice just the same. I think I’ll have leftover meat pie.

Honestly i wouldnt let two people arguing deter you from future roll calls.

I logged in to work and I already have 20 emails to deal with Monday. There will be plenty more by Monday since we advertise on Fridays. I can’t wait to be done with this. I hate work lol.

Well it happened to me multiple times so don’t let one deter you .

I have to go back to work at 9am again. How do ppl do this without wanting to die every day

If I feel like I live there I wonder how my manager feels. He's there every day all day. Rarely takes a day off. I can't even fathom that

He has a good mental state.

The types of mental states that we call insane.

Yeah but it's not your fault!

It bothers me how okay he seems to be with it haha

My sister made pizza.

She is a good little sister.

Not google*

I don’t know. I look back at my work years and wonder how I did it. Like a cow being led to slaughter.

I think I may be developing facial tics and grimacing. Oh I hope not.

If you are noticing tics you should mention that to the nurse. I got that from risperidone and my doc took me right off of it.

Is it from your meds? Ive developed, i think TD from my haldol. I get muscle spasms.

Same. Before psychosis I used to get up in the morning, shower, go to work, clean out truck vacuum tanks, sweep floors, fix trucks, go to oil rigs and fix things, shower when I get home, stay up all night and do it again.

Sometimes I worked 16 hour days which wasn't really legal but Idk. I only slept 4-5 hours a night for a year before I started to get sick. Maybe it was the stress but I loved it until I started to get depressed.

Then I started not wanting to get out of bed to work or go to school. I would work after school too. I would sleep on the way to the oil rig, sleep while my step dad fixed things then sleep on the way back.

I tried doing the same thing with another job but I wanted to die.

Now I'm just working part time and recovering. Managed to finish high school but I was always in and out of the hospital.

Yes, thanks for telling me. What will they do? Once you start getting movement disorders I don't know if they ever stop. My face freezes in place and then all the muscles start getting twitchy because they're not strong enough or something.

Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah this is not much compared to the dystonia I had on Stelazine and Mellaril.

It looks like my financial aid is finally setup for ASU. But i have to really think about if im gonna actually go now. Not a big fan of going to college in person anymore. Idk maybe i can do an associates online. Theres not much options tho.

I'm still prepared for going to college but I feel like my mind will break in half.

I don't want to be around people right now and be forced to make friends when there's nothing to do like on breaks and stuff.

I don't know why.