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newtus · Jan 20, 2018, 03:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Did you set the bfs iPhone back to factory yet?

Yea many days ago.

He cant pay for it until he gets his tax return in. So wont get to give it to him til February or march.

Thinking i should update everything first so it’s ready to go when he gets it tho.

Loial · Jan 20, 2018, 03:28 PM

I love it. Walked past a store with a sign that said “Winter is coming. Please shut the door.” Obviously a nod to Game of Thrones. Seen a couple of them around...

ofthevalley · Jan 20, 2018, 04:24 PM

I am starving today. The last few days actually. Guess I’m making up for that month of barely being able to eat. Can’t wait for my dinner. I’m trying to decide between a grinder or chicken quesadillas. Decisions decisions.

ofthevalley · Jan 20, 2018, 04:29 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Yea many days ago.

He cant pay for it until he gets his tax return in. So wont get to give it to him til February or march.

Thinking i should update everything first so it’s ready to go when he gets it tho.

If we get tax refunds. With this government shutdown.

ofthevalley · Jan 20, 2018, 04:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

I love it. Walked past a store with a sign that said “Winter is coming. Please shut the door.” Obviously a nod to Game of Thrones. Seen a couple of them around...

I have never seen game of thrones. I seem to be the only person that hasn’t lol. Makes me feel like an outsider because I never get the nods to it.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2018, 05:02 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I have never seen game of thrones. I seem to be the only person that hasn’t lol. Makes me feel like an outsider because I never get the nods to it.

I watched two episodes...it was not for me....sometimes it’s best to be an outsider.....

newtus · Jan 20, 2018, 05:06 PM

Im having the hardest time finding a decent place to live for affordable price

Ive looked at everything from houses to apartment, to mobile homes.

Angelique67 · Jan 20, 2018, 05:17 PM

Well, I hate myself but I love my friend. He was very sweet even if we didn't touch much today (because of my germs).

We went out with the smokers and he bravely sat though 15 minutes of second hand smoke. I feel so guilty. And I am a bimbo when it comes to talking with people around. So embarrassing. Really, all I should do is laugh. Last March there was a nurse who never stopped laughing. She was on something, I just don't know what. All day/night whenever, just this infectious laughter. Unfortunately I was still delusional at the time and paranoid.

Speaking of being on something he did bring the tiz! And I wish I'd asked for the Vistaril too, but oh well. I'm such a scared rabbit here. I hope no one decides to flip my drawers lol.

Angelique67 · Jan 20, 2018, 05:18 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I have never seen game of thrones. I seem to be the only person that hasn’t lol. Makes me feel like an outsider because I never get the nods to it.

Me too. I never saw it.

ofthevalley · Jan 20, 2018, 06:04 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Well, I hate myself but I love my friend. He was very sweet even if we didn't touch much today (because of my germs).

We went out with the smokers and he bravely sat though 15 minutes of second hand smoke. I feel so guilty. And I am a bimbo when it comes to talking with people around. So embarrassing. Really, all I should do is laugh. Last March there was a nurse who never stopped laughing. She was on something, I just don't know what. All day/night whenever, just this infectious laughter. Unfortunately I was still delusional at the time and paranoid.

Speaking of being on something he did bring the tiz! And I wish I'd asked for the Vistaril too, but oh well. I'm such a scared rabbit here. I hope no one decides to flip my drawers lol.

Glad to hear he was sweet today

. It’s okay to be a bimbo sometimes.
Next time you can get the vistaril yay for the tiz.

Angelique67 · Jan 20, 2018, 06:12 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Glad to hear he was sweet today

. It’s okay to be a bimbo sometimes.
Next time you can get the vistaril yay for the tiz.

Yes! Hoping to see him for Valentine's Day.

Desoxyn · Jan 20, 2018, 06:46 PM

I slept 19 hours. I feel good this time after it though.

I slept really really deep. Lots of crazy dreams.

Jan 20, 2018, 06:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I was replying to another post on the site and I was talking about eating vegetarian and then it was like what if I added an s and it said I eat vegetarians and then I was like well technically I do I mean cows 🐄 and chickens 🐓 eat all vegetarian.....

Gorillas eat largely a plant based diet and it amazes the f out of me all the muscle they are able to accumulate. They could snap any of us with their pinky toe.

Jan 20, 2018, 06:49 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I have never seen game of thrones. I seem to be the only person that hasn’t lol. Makes me feel like an outsider because I never get the nods to it.

When it got to a sociopath torturing someone to the bring of breaking everything that they once were, i couldn't watch it. The torture of schizophrenia had me empathize too much with this sad character's fate. Some things just shouldn't be seen i feel.

Findingreason · Jan 20, 2018, 07:24 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Hey y'all

I got this make yr own calendar kit on clearance at my store. I'm having fun with it.

Things are looking up. I finally got over my anxiety and met the potential roomie. It went very well and we both feel good abt it.

Also my boss is seriously considering making me full time in a customer service manager position.

That means I'll be making $16.50 an hour to start...work full time hours... and get benefits .

So what that means is I'll be making around $2500/month before taxes.

AND I COULD FINALLY GET OFF DISABILITY. Roll Call 113

That's great, junkDNA!!! I'm really happy for you, and hope things continue to get better for you.

Findingreason · Jan 20, 2018, 07:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

A lot of times bipolar is also associated with bpd (borderline). Things tend to happen faster in bpd. If you’re cycling within a day for example it’s more likely to be bpd....if it’s responsive to events it’s also more likely to be bpd. So what I mean by that is if certain things trigger a mood swing rather than the moods just changing every now and then. You can also have hallucinations but they are also reactive and not just spontaneous

Now I’m sure there are people who know more about this than me and some people with bipolar insist there is ultra radian cycling and stuff like that, but I’ve read the pdocs talking on sdn and they don’t seem to believe in these things. The thing is if you do have bpd there seems to be a bias against you like you can somehow control the moods......I’m not sure why.....but be very careful if you get that label.

The other factor is whether it responds to meds or not, apparently DBT is the major treatment for bpd where bipolar requires meds.

Personally if it were me I would seek out DBT on my own, it’s a type of cbt and really good for anyone but you want to try to avoid any personality disorder label.

I agree with SP, Cog. I know for me, especially before I was on a mood stabilizer (Lamictal specifically), my moods were highly erratic and reactive to situations. The BPD diagnosis does come with a heavy stigma attached to it. If you can get symptoms treated without the Dx, that would be ideal.

Findingreason · Jan 20, 2018, 07:29 PM

Good evening everyone. How are things going today?

I'm doing okay. With y'all talking about 1099 jobs was making me think; what if I find some kind of internet, work from home job based out of the United States? Working for 10-15 hrs a week, to supplement my income and improve my situation. Any suggestions? I have had managerial, IT, and selling experience when I lived in the United States.

Erti · Jan 20, 2018, 07:38 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

Good evening everyone. How are things going today?

I'm doing okay. With y'all talking about 1099 jobs was making me think; what if I find some kind of internet, work from home job based out of the United States? Working for 10-15 hrs a week, to supplement my income and improve my situation. Any suggestions? I have had managerial, IT, and selling experience when I lived in the United States.

Not just the US but other countries that speak English.

Desoxyn · Jan 20, 2018, 09:12 PM

I want to put yeast in a tank and let it eat sugar and reproduce.

Sometimes psychotic · Jan 20, 2018, 09:37 PM

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I want to put yeast in a tank and let it eat sugar and reproduce.

Yep you should be a scientist ....

newtus · Jan 20, 2018, 09:39 PM

Hi whats up

Desoxyn · Jan 20, 2018, 10:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Yep you should be a scientist ....

Yep I don't think so either.

Desoxyn · Jan 20, 2018, 10:50 PM

Idk what I want to be with these changes in perspective and how seriously I take them.

I'm just flowing through life with no meaning and have no idea what I'm doing.

But who is really..

Desoxyn · Jan 20, 2018, 11:01 PM

I'm just fed up because if my mom tells the liquor store to stop serving me, maybe I can put my energy into easily making it myself.

I have no drivers license to get it and no one to buy it for me it's really sad.

And the thing is, I can say things and I know what the outcome is and what reactions I get get like what SP said. I was just kidding but if the universe wants to screw with me because all I see is the big picture when time goes on, then so be it because I'm not going to ignore everything I see.

I'm just neurotic and try to avoid being neurotic at the same time.

But maybe I should just go ****ing nuts with all these problems.

Anyways I'm going skiing tomorrow and I'm tired as hell and trying to fight it but I'll drink alcohol while I'm there and whatever.

I always think I can't recover from bad things. I try to avoid them and it's what makes me not able to recover from avoiding them in the first place.

Erti · Jan 21, 2018, 12:02 AM

Come on and follow me
To my wildest fantasy
Come now and be with me
Can you feel the energy of love
Deep inside of me
Can you feel the energy of love
Feel my burning love

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