Roll Call 113

Where is everyone

Yeah it’s something I’m considering, would have to leave the bf and my bestie behind though.....

I'm around, just talking to my mom on the phone right now....thinking about making a trip to Sweden to meet my friend and go and see a family member there. ^^

I'm at work doing an extra hour because I left early last week.

I bought a Samsung Galaxy S8. I very much dislike the operating system when comparing it to Microsoft's windows mobile. Oh well, i needed a phone because my headphone jack went out. I don't know how to use my contacts from my microsoft account on my android phone. :/

That iWriter website needs your SSN.

Anyway im bored. Might goto bed. Not feeling well.

That sounds dangerous or too legal or both......

Yea idk what to do. I thought freelance writing would be an “under the table” job but idk.

It won’t be under the table if they get your SSN.

Not sure what to do then. Not sure where to start.

They probably 1099 you. That’s what I get at tax time.

My employer has my SSN unfortunately lol I wish he didn't

Well i finally got the hang of my new cell phone. Widgets, the feed screen, and so on. All i wanted to do was to pin a web page to my home screen, my blog, and google doesn't let you do it. Overall, this is a step backwards, but it works. farewell Microsoft mobile.

At least i have a streaming music app that works now. That's the only thing i was missing on MS mobile.

Voices voices voices.

Got my food stamp card in the mail today.

Hey y'all

I got this make yr own calendar kit on clearance at my store. I'm having fun with it.

Things are looking up. I finally got over my anxiety and met the potential roomie. It went very well and we both feel good abt it.

Also my boss is seriously considering making me full time in a customer service manager position.

That means I'll be making $16.50 an hour to start...work full time hours... and get benefits .

So what that means is I'll be making around $2500/month before taxes.

AND I COULD FINALLY GET OFF DISABILITY.

That's awesome news

Thank you I'm pretty happy and excited for once

I remember waking up because I could hear myself endlessly coughing. Just terrible.

I'm glad for you, JDNA! Hope everything gets better.

My friend is in town. I hate to ask but I need like 12 boxes of Kleenex. I'm still wondering if I dare to sneak more tizanidine.

That’s great news junk! Good luck.

I notice I’ve been more reckless lately. How can you tell when something is a result of a psychiatrist disorder like bipolar or a personality disorder?

I think some of my behaviour can be rooted more into a personality disorder. I see what they meant on my report.

I can’t help myself.

Good morning. Hope everyone is having a good day. I slept well finally. I’m thinking of signing into work. I’m feeling guilty for taking 2 days off lol. I don’t know I probably won’t.
Nothing much going on here today. Have to go out and get gas, bring my son to the bmx park a couple towns away and hopefully my check will come in so I can go to the bank. Tonight is take out night so no cooking! Yay. Also X-Files night.
What’s everyone got planned for today?

A lot of times bipolar is also associated with bpd (borderline). Things tend to happen faster in bpd. If you’re cycling within a day for example it’s more likely to be bpd....if it’s responsive to events it’s also more likely to be bpd. So what I mean by that is if certain things trigger a mood swing rather than the moods just changing every now and then. You can also have hallucinations but they are also reactive and not just spontaneous

Now I’m sure there are people who know more about this than me and some people with bipolar insist there is ultra radian cycling and stuff like that, but I’ve read the pdocs talking on sdn and they don’t seem to believe in these things. The thing is if you do have bpd there seems to be a bias against you like you can somehow control the moods......I’m not sure why.....but be very careful if you get that label.

The other factor is whether it responds to meds or not, apparently DBT is the major treatment for bpd where bipolar requires meds.

Personally if it were me I would seek out DBT on my own, it’s a type of cbt and really good for anyone but you want to try to avoid any personality disorder label.

I hope you are feeling better soon. I’m glad your friend will be visiting. If it were me I’d have him bring the tiz. I’m a rebel lol.

I just been sleeping so much idk why

Gawd im so tired