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Erti is it your birthday
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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![]() Angelique67, Erti
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#152
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Hey, doing alright. I have very low motivation lately. I'm forcing myself to do things everyday though. I forced myself to go grocery shopping, to the gym , to the bank, and do laundry yesterday. Now I'm at my program. I have school tonight but I'm considering skipping. I have a persons phone number from that class we exchanged so if one of us misses something we can tell each other what we missed. So I'm not sure. The only reason I wouldn't go is because I don't feel like it
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#153
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In the beginning my T would go with me and talk for me, lol... it was pathetic but I just could not communicate the pdocs bc of my trauma
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#154
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I’m hearing a bit more of my voices today. I think it’s because I’ve done nothing... being occupied keeps them quiet.
Don’t get me wrong... they are still really quiet. But they are there.
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#155
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Yup it's my birthday today
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![]() Angelique67, Findingreason, junkDNA, ofthevalley
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#156
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I don't know if I'm depressed or just straight up lazy.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#157
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#158
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#160
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I don’t think you are lazy. You always seem to do so much! I don’t think feeling like not doing things once in a while equates to laziness.
And if your mood is down, I hope it gets better soon. ![]()
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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I bought some groceries for pickup tomorrow. Im gonna learn how to cook a vegetarian pasta recipe with no cheese. I got some frozen dinners too. Little by little.
My dad asked me if i lost weight. Lol i actually gained but it made me feel good about myself.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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#164
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I called out of work lol
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#165
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My lunch. Kinda obsessed w baby spinach and vinaigrette
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#166
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Thanks guys
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#167
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I was hearing voices last night. Im ok. It just scared me. Think i need to start taking my meds an hour early. Or tell the doc i need 5 in the morning and 5 at night.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
#168
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Are you still taking that anxiety med? I’m wondering if that could be the cause?
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#169
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#170
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That sounds awesome! Go you ![]()
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#171
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Happy Birthday Erti hope you have a great day.
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Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#172
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I didn’t manage to nap but I did relax in bed where it is warm. Now I’m just looking for something to watch. Tv sucks during the day.
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#173
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Happy birthday erti! Hope it’s a good one
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Had a shower and washed my hair for the first time in a while. My head was getting really itchy should have done it days ago. That’s another thing I lied to the pdoc about. Said my hygiene isn’t worse when I feel bad. LIE.
Bf says I’m paranoid. I’m convinced my pdoc is trying to trick me and ruin my career. Least I washed my hair. That’s one success |
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#175
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