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Old Feb 06, 2018, 11:25 AM
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Erti is it your birthday Roll Call #115???
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 11:49 AM
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Hey, doing alright. I have very low motivation lately. I'm forcing myself to do things everyday though. I forced myself to go grocery shopping, to the gym , to the bank, and do laundry yesterday. Now I'm at my program. I have school tonight but I'm considering skipping. I have a persons phone number from that class we exchanged so if one of us misses something we can tell each other what we missed. So I'm not sure. The only reason I wouldn't go is because I don't feel like it
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 11:56 AM
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I’m sorry. It’s so hard to tell how we are feeling with the pdoc. I know for me if I’m not doing well I feel like a failure. Whenever I had to increase meds it made me feel bad. Now that I’m stable I can see and am grateful that I did share.
In the beginning my T would go with me and talk for me, lol... it was pathetic but I just could not communicate the pdocs bc of my trauma
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:04 PM
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I’m hearing a bit more of my voices today. I think it’s because I’ve done nothing... being occupied keeps them quiet.

Don’t get me wrong... they are still really quiet. But they are there.
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:16 PM
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:18 PM
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I don't know if I'm depressed or just straight up lazy.
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:19 PM
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:19 PM
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Happy birthday !Roll Call #115Roll Call #115Roll Call #115
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:25 PM
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Yup it's my birthday today
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:30 PM
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I don't know if I'm depressed or just straight up lazy.
I don’t think you are lazy. You always seem to do so much! I don’t think feeling like not doing things once in a while equates to laziness.

And if your mood is down, I hope it gets better soon.
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:42 PM
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Happy Birthday!!!Roll Call #115Roll Call #115Roll Call #115
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:43 PM
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I bought some groceries for pickup tomorrow. Im gonna learn how to cook a vegetarian pasta recipe with no cheese. I got some frozen dinners too. Little by little.

My dad asked me if i lost weight. Lol i actually gained but it made me feel good about myself.
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:55 PM
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Yup it's my birthday today
Yayeeeeeee Roll Call #115Roll Call #115Roll Call #115Roll Call #115Roll Call #115
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:55 PM
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I called out of work lol
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 12:56 PM
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My lunch. Kinda obsessed w baby spinach and vinaigrette Roll Call #115
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 01:00 PM
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 01:22 PM
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I was hearing voices last night. Im ok. It just scared me. Think i need to start taking my meds an hour early. Or tell the doc i need 5 in the morning and 5 at night.
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 01:29 PM
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Hey, doing alright. I have very low motivation lately. I'm forcing myself to do things everyday though. I forced myself to go grocery shopping, to the gym , to the bank, and do laundry yesterday. Now I'm at my program. I have school tonight but I'm considering skipping. I have a persons phone number from that class we exchanged so if one of us misses something we can tell each other what we missed. So I'm not sure. The only reason I wouldn't go is because I don't feel like it


Are you still taking that anxiety med? I’m wondering if that could be the cause?
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 01:30 PM
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 01:31 PM
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I bought some groceries for pickup tomorrow. Im gonna learn how to cook a vegetarian pasta recipe with no cheese. I got some frozen dinners too. Little by little.

My dad asked me if i lost weight. Lol i actually gained but it made me feel good about myself.


That sounds awesome! Go you Roll Call #115
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 01:54 PM
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Happy Birthday Erti hope you have a great day.
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 02:15 PM
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I didn’t manage to nap but I did relax in bed where it is warm. Now I’m just looking for something to watch. Tv sucks during the day.
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 02:20 PM
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 02:22 PM
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Had a shower and washed my hair for the first time in a while. My head was getting really itchy should have done it days ago. That’s another thing I lied to the pdoc about. Said my hygiene isn’t worse when I feel bad. LIE.
Bf says I’m paranoid. I’m convinced my pdoc is trying to trick me and ruin my career.
Least I washed my hair. That’s one success
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Old Feb 06, 2018, 02:43 PM
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Had a shower and washed my hair for the first time in a while. My head was getting really itchy should have done it days ago. That’s another thing I lied to the pdoc about. Said my hygiene isn’t worse when I feel bad. LIE.
Bf says I’m paranoid. I’m convinced my pdoc is trying to trick me and ruin my career.
Least I washed my hair. That’s one success
Some days that's all you gotta do...feel good about it
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