Roll Call #115

Okay, I talked to a couple of my Finnish friends and they are willing to converse in Finnish with me.

awesome! xD

Je suis nue

Mä oon FR, hauska tavata sä. XD

bonjour, Je m'appelle Jessica.

J'ai fait l'amour avec mon cousin

I want to be a musician.

I need to be around like minded people of that nature.

I'm just drifting. And that's ok.

Just take it easy everyone.

It's ok =]

My anhedonia has been getting better ever since I first started Abilify.

Good morning. It’s going to be a great day. I have to work but I will not get overwhelmed. I will not.
Slept well just not long enough. Though I did wake up feeling pretty good.
My daughter doesn’t feel well again. Poor thing is blowing her nose so much she’s making herself nauseous.
I hope everyone enjoys their day.

I wish I could go back to sleep and then just watch olympics and marathon TV all day but alas I feel well and must venture back to the land of the living and go to work...

I'm so sick to my stomach. I'm not going out to vape, I was coughing my head off all night long. Barely slept at all.

My car batter is dead :/ its okay though, im just going ot take it in to this car battery place to get it replaced. they switch it out and everything, so its real cool.

I’m so sorry. I hope you feel better soon.

That sucks. Good luck

I have the house to my self and I am completely nue (naked in French)

Morning

Having coffee

I woke up feeling sad. I keep comparing myself to the bf. He has so many friends and i dont.

I told the bf maybe i should sign up for a second volunteer position. He said i just need to take one step at a time since i already signed up for a job placement program and 1 volunteer position. He says he doesnt want me getting stressed out and he doesnt want me to be put in a bad place since i have to work harder than the average person to do something.

Have been sleeping really weird. The past few weeks I have been sleeping 12 to 15 hours a day then the other day I slept 22 hours. I was so depressed but I'm feeling better now. I'm tired though because I only slept 3 hours last night. I either can't stop sleeping or can't sleep there's no in between for me lol

Anyway, the past two days I have felt really good. I decided to pick Italian back up as I have quite a bit of time even with my college class, RCIA and my day treatment program. I went to the gym today and did 40 minutes on the cycling machine. I burned 100 calories with a distance of around 8 miles. I am proud of that because I have a hard time motivating myself to get to the gym lately but I was able to do it. At the library now. Printed out some stuff to help me study in my abnormal psych class. I've been studying 2 hours a day. Also getting back into art, I am trying to improve my artwork. plus I enjoy doing it.

Basically I'm filling my time with activities that I enjoy and stuff that maybe isn't the most fun (working out, cleaning, studying etc) I am very interested in my class I just have a hard time staying focused on studying the material for an hour straight, so I've been doing 30min to 45 min intervals with decent breaks in between.

playing Pokemon Black, I realize that I never fully played that one so I'm having fun with that. Anxiety has been very minimal. No panic attacks. Praying every day, setting aside time to meditate/say the rosary and stay mindful.

How is everyone?

I feel so guilty for coughing all night and morning. I'll offer the roommates ear plugs. I'm so hot.

Having a nice birthday so far, went out to the beach with the fam. Going for a nice meal tonight with the bf. Then tomorrow I’m going out with my friends. Have had a nice few days

Thank you, very kind of you.

Again, the "doctor" hasn't been to see me. I'm bad off and there's nothing I can do.

I feel dizzy and disoriented from the BC

Mine is dead too

Have to get the one with more cold cranking amps this time.

Im done taking this BC. Its honestly making me feel dizzy.