Roll Call 127

I'm not sure if they ask for your income when you go to a food bank. I know they do if you get SNAP (food stamps) though.

I dont get food stamps. I used to but i was only getting 15 dollars a month. So i never bothered with it.

I get $195 a month in foodstamps but that's the only money I have to buy any food with so that's probably why I get that much and I have no extra income after rent and electric is paid

I forgot i think theres a website where you can type in what you have in your house and itll come up with a recipe for you.

I could try that but...idk if it works on stuff thats already been made like ramen and stuff.

I got iced coffee and a coffee roll. So good.
Bored out of my mind. I’m not in the mood to smoke. I don’t drink. I don’t really care to go anywhere because I’d be alone. Ho hum. The life of a stay at home mom with partially grown kids.

I had a very psychotic dream last night. Scratches on my leg started bleeding and I had to put my foot back on. I thought ancestry.ca was targeting my mom and was convinced that the doctors were trying to kill her cuz of her heart condition etc etc

It's like we need to be psychotic in our dreams to be sane.

Good evening/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?


I'm okay...relieved that my partner has travel plans set for Finland. Now just a matter of killing the next couple weeks till band practice starts again. Gonna make a couple phone calls tomorrow and go to the train station to attempt to use my travel voucher from VR to buy my ticket down to Helsinki-Vantaa Airport.

Otherwise just tired. Not sure why I keep getting so tired. It's annoying.


What's everyone up to today?

I am dreaming of renewing my vows and taking a nice vacation with my family.

My roommate doesn't want the room to be clean. It's a complete mess.

I have to go to work now.. Exhausted..

I hate my life

Im dreaming of getting married

I really do hope i get married one day. If this relationship doesnt last im gonna be so sad. Im so in love with him. And to think if i have to restart dating at 30. It gets harder at 30 cuz everyone has kids and lots of baggage.

Like the baggage i have: no job, poor, severe mental illness, no college education, emotionally abused by past boyfriends, tired of life in general.

I've never really wanted to get married. I did want kids for a while, but am not willing to give up my independence for that. I am happy living with just a cat.

Just try it at 40 haha.......

Yea i couldnt imagine the baggage people come with at 40 when they date. Divorced once or twice. Kids galore.

That’s exactly it...and if they aren’t divorced then there is usually something horribly wrong that someone didn’t pick them at a younger age.....it’s rough.

Yea. People say if you arent married by a certain age theres nothing wrong with you or xyz you trying to find yourself: focusing on yourself.

Im under the impression there is something wrong with that person to an EXTENT. It could be anything. Mental or physical sickness that their partners couldnt handle (which could be in my case if i get unlucky). Could be criminal baggage, felonies, in prison, convicts. Could be kids that are holding people back. I could be literally anything.

Im sure yall are thinking “that could be anyone”. True. But most people dont end up with that kind of baggage til late 20s or mid 20s.

Cuz all the people that are even RELATIVELY healthy are taken up. Gay or straight or whatever. Even if they are dating, they are taken.

they do.....

Ive really been feeling the loneliness hard the past 2 days.

Im not sure if my AD is working like its supposed to. Or maybe im not trying hard enough to be happier. Idk. I thought i was on 25mg. But im on 50mg.

I havent drank in 2 days. Thats fine. Ill wait.

Its gonna be 106 here in the middle of the week. And thats not heat index. Heat index may be 111 idk.

I dont feel well. Ive barely eaten today. Im too embarrassed and scared to goto a food bank. I need to lose weight anyway.

I think ima change my avatar

Is psych central really wanting people to donate their social media data?!

Cool



Zombie Boy

I’m 30. I haven’t been in a proper relationship for 10 years... sounds like I’m screwed.