Roll Call 142!

@Blue_Bird I've been okay. Depressed like normal. Not having much auditory hallucinations but still having visuals. I see the PDOC in like three weeks. I doubt he will change the medication though. Mostly having trouble with motivation. Wanting to sleep all the time. Trying to make myself do "things" and "stuff" even if it is just stay up half an hour later so I'm not in bed at 6:30 at night. Really unmotivated. Just want to sleep. Thanks for asking. HUGS Kit

Made pancakes for the bf for breakfast.

Already started up my crockpot for dinner: pinto beans, carrots, and potatoes. Thats all i have

I'm sorry to hear that I hope things improve for you. I understand the motivation problems, they're hard to deal with. How is Amelia (the kitty you recently got) doing?

Im sorry im not much help anymore to anyone.

As yall can tell, im in my own perfect little world with a possible engagement coming up. Im just so into my bf right now.

Have been reading history stuff for hours. Time for a nice break

I'm back to sleeping until 11 or 12 again. I shouldn't. I should get dressed for the vape break, and then nap, rather than sleep so late.

I can't find any eleaf 30 watt isticks anywhere. I'll have to try a new mod out, and probably a new tank too. :/ I don't know how to find something new.

@Blue_Bird Amelia is doing good! Lately she is in bed with me when I wake up in the mornings. It's so cute. She is all goofy and lovey and playful at that time. She's 7 months now so she's getting bigger! HUGS Kit

My boss got her surgery date. She is anticipating being out of work for 4 weeks. I'm going to do her job and my job while she is out. I can do about 95% of her job confidently, but there's that 5% that I'm unsure about. We still have a few more weeks until she is out though. Kit

heh, at least it's not -40 degrees. lol

So, I think I’m pretty clued up about pets but...

I saw a dog outside a shop and thought I’d pet him. I let him sniff my hand and then tried to stroke him and he bit my leg. Didn’t really do any damage but still. Kind of surprised me.

That's really cold!

Here we don't go under -10ºC (14ºF).

califorina dreaming dreaming on such a winters day.

I think ima be going to california in october.

I want the bf to meet my extended family. Im sure we will be engaged by then too

Hahaha, yeah, I like casting a wide net with variables here and there. I still don't feel completely anonymous. :/ But I can't google this or the previous name at all. Day Tripper is a graphic novel, which is fantastic, but it is also a Beatles' song, so that adds a layer with a lot of google activity.

They are actually keeping the polar bears indoors for today and tomorrow it’s so cold here.....

So what history stuff? What era? My favorite eras are the American Revolution, Ancient Greece, Romantic rebellion with the French revolution, The enlightenment.

I took a class on ancient Rome but I was still recovering from my psychosis, and my mind couldn't take in all the information. That professor was amazing, and it was so nice to just sit and listen, but he was rather fast with facts, and I often couldn't write down the meat of the lecture. I think he should upload to youtube all his classes and become a public intellectual.

Was feeling really manically giddy yesterday like everything was hilarious. Now today I feel numb while skiing. Drank a bit of alcohol and that warmed me up and made me feel a bit better. Reset my brain with nasal spray. Helped slightly. That's as good as I can do. Some days are better than others.

Might go see Def Leppard in the summer for my birthday =]

You got the best of me
Oh can't you see?
You got the best of me
Whoah can't you see?

You're bringin' on the heartbreeeeeaaaak
Bringin' on the heartaaaaache

-40 below zero is the wind chill. I saw a cat crossing the street and it broke my heart. It was walking up a side walk to get to a home, I hope it lives in there. Poor cat.

thanks you made me listen to that song. lol

It's a survey course so it touches on several different eras. (Between the 1600's and the present) right now we're on the Enlightenment

Just baked some homemade brownies

Yikes! Did he break the skin?
I’m kinda ignorant...do you have rabies there?

And I’m glad there wasn’t much damage.
That’s frightening

Think I have the flu, I feel horrible