Roll Call 143

Just got stuff at the college food pantry. Will definitely be helpful. Got an hour and a half till my next class

Morning. Happy Thursday...almost there!
I’ve finished working for the morning. Hoping to have some to do later this afternoon.
I am bringing my son for his eye appt and contact fitting today. I’m so proud...I’m paying for it with my own earned money!
My husband was “bragging” to my fil about me . Telling him how I’ve earned the money for both kids braces, contacts for both, vacation, 1/2 of Christmas, BTS shopping etc. I hadn’t until that point realized how much I’ve been able to contribute to the expensive things.
Which leads me to my how grateful I am for this crazy job that gives me this opportunity. I started working for him 3 years ago. I started making like $100/month working a few hrs a week. Now I make between $1000 and $1500/month depending on the season. Not bad for a few hours/day in my jammies.
Last year I had a deadline set to quit. I’ve kinda changed my mind. I’ve actually been enjoying it. It gives me some structure to my day, keeps my mind occupied, and gives me money for my bad habit .
Of course I’ve yet to hit an established goal *sigh*. I have the best of intentions but something more important always comes up.
Right now I’m paying for eyes, next month both dogs and the cat are due to the vet, then I have to license them, then it’ll be time to save for vacation.
Oh well...at least I have the $ to do it instead of relying on my husband.
He is 100% against the kids getting contacts and was also 100% against my sons braces (he didn’t really need them). But since it’s *my* money I didn’t even have to plead my case lol.

Awesome What did you get? I’ve been listing food that I want to get for the next grocery shopping, want to make sure they are healthy but still delicious to me.

Awesome What did you get? I’ve been listing food that I want to get for the next grocery shopping, want to make sure they are healthy but still delicious to me.

I’ve been meaning to ask you 12AM. Do you know of any good sites for Asian recipes? I do fried rice and stir fry but I’d like to expand out a bit...

I’ve been meaning to ask you 12AM. Do you know of any good sites for Asian recipes? I do fried rice and stir fry but I’d like to expand out a bit...

my therapist thinks i'm in a manic episode right now

Did they give any good advice?

I'm not doing well at all. Starting to get SI's a lot lately.

Good morning. In class. 20 minutes until it starts. Bought an energy drink because the Concerta didn't overpower the Seroquel.

I missed the news that you were going back to school. I hope it's going well!

Had a terrible morning at class. Felt like a student on the screen was reading my thoughts. Her facial expression was constant and looked like she was miserable and looking at me the whole time. Couldn't pay attention.


Took a quiz and I had to rush it and got probably a zero. Right when I finished it even though I rushed it, it was time to hand it in. Completely not fair. I couldn't focus. My cognition is terrible right now.


After I walked to the pharmacy and got my Invega injection because I was a day late..


I don't know about school anymore. I want to drop out. I feel like I'll fail. I'm not happy enough to ask questions or care what the teacher is saying anymore.

It was going well


But I guess I can't give up and will keep trying

When did you start, this most recent time?