Roll Call: 146

Using my manga drawing guidebook to draw

The maintenance man rides back and forth all day on his damn John deer thing , especially during spring and summer. it drives me crazy cause I'm always afraid he'll stop here and knock or something. I just don't like people in my apartment.

I had like 2 panic attacks back to back just now

Or maybe i had 1 and the second crying session was because the first one spooked me

I took my gabapentin

Good luck @unsure

Sorry you’re struggling @Newt

Thank you. Its ok, im ok now. I called the fiance and my mom. Well and my dad too. And took gabapentin. Its as needed for anxiety. I think it helps more if i dont take it as much, otherwise it does nothing for me.

How are you?

I’m okay thanks.
I’m glad you’re feeling better.
I never found gabapentin useful either. But mine was scheduled 3Xs a day so even it did once help I got so used to it that it no longer did.

Yes thats how it was for me

4pm and im already tired, ugh. Just 4 more hours and then I can sleep

I heard someone call my name earlier at work. I looked around and no one did.

I feel so numbed out and zombie-ish today. I hate AP's. But I can't live well without them. HUGS Kit

Coffeeeeeeee

I hate when that happens. Kit

I'm blind as a damn bat without my glasses, even my tv a few feet away is blurry without them

Same lol.

I might make some. Or peppermint tea since peppermint helps wake you up

I felt like that the other day, it's frustrating

I got a lot of stuff done today

1. Called and set up a therapy appt

2. Called about my meds. They are no longer on backorder!

3. Called my job counselor but he didnt answer

4. Called my school academic advisor. We talked for awhile!

Yay!

Now to clean the apt

Great job Newtus! You got a lot done today! It must feel good to have gotten so much accomplished today. I on the other hand, just finished playing a jigsaw puzzle online. Whilst I am at work no less! =/ Kit

Thanks SK

I feel better now

Hurray! I'm glad you are feeling better! Kit

The psychiatrist called to confirm my appointment next week. And my sister was right there. So I opened up told her I wasn’t doing 100% and I was diagnosed with a psychotic disorder. I hadn’t told her before. She knew about the bipolar but not the rest.

I even opened up to her and my mother about my OCD that I’ve been washing my hands like crazy and that’s part of the reason why the doctor wants me to see the psychiatrist again.

Opening up is so hard. But my mother says it’s practice to talk to the psychiatrist.

Good job Cogladaid, it is hard opening up. But it sounds like it went well talking to your mom and your sister? HUGS Kit