Roll Call 155

Thanks, I hope so too

How have you been?

I’m ok was mostly reading the last few days....gotta do laundry tomorrow etc. I kinda miss being with my family it was really nice when I was out there....I just feel lonely with not much to do.

Last day of work for the week, tomorrow!!!

We move in a week from this friday! Woo! Woo!

I couldn't sleep last night cuz I was up til 2am looking at furniture!

I'm so darn excited I cant contain myself!

Nebraska furniture mart this Saturday!!!

The bfs mom is going into the hospital she fainted earlier this week and isn’t feeling good. I might have to go out and stay with her if the hospital releases her.

Oh no. Does she have a condition that causes that? Or was this completely unexpected?

She has a few issues but low sodium has made her faint in the past....she’s also had seizures though so she has to be really careful.

Morning!

Good news!

The major website I sent my story to wants to publish my story AND make me an official contributor of the website! It's called The Mighty. They partner with MSN, yahoo, the Huffington post, and more! So I may see my story on their partner websites!

Omg!!!

That's awesome! Well done

I’ve not ate in 3 days lmao. No apatite.

That's amazing!

Awesome job dude!

Taking 1g phenibut then tomorrow I'll take 900mg etc..

Layed in bed for 8 hours. Felt like 5 minutes. Tossing and turning didn't fall asleep once.

Went for a hike yesterday and no time for rest which is bad. But my heart is ok.

Bought nicotine spray cuz maybe quitting that was contributing to it and also the CBD flower joint I smoked before bed.

I'm learning about investing and cryptocurrency. I'm just gonna keep doing that to pass time until I feel better again.

Right now I'm enjoying the morning at 9am cuz I always wake up usually at noon or 1pm. Gonna make a coffee.

It is what it is.. Hope everyone has a good day..

Went to the food pantry. Took like 3 hours but it was worth it

That’s great bluebird....hope you got some good stuff

I got a lot of good stuff I'll be set till my foodstamps come in on the 2nd

I feel like I'm being ignored by everyone.

I'm not ignoring you I just don't really have anything to say

I think most people here are reciprocal posters....if you respond to them they’ll respond to you....at least that’s what I’ve noticed.

Sorry, I'm not ignoring, I've just been busy the past few days getting errands done so I've responded to people sporadically, and sometimes I'm unsure how to respond so I put hugs or thanks

Have you talked to your doctor about not having any appetite? I know you're happy with the weight loss but It's definitely not good to go 3 days without eating

I took a walk early in the morning today, like 5:30am and it was still dark out, I could see the moon perfectly since the sky was super clear, it was a waning crescent and looked beautiful

Yeah... I get that. It wasn't directed to you specifically. Mainly people I know and real life.

I normally do and have. I feel like telling people **** you because they don't give ****. Again no one directed to anyone here. Just ****ing ********. My dad don't give a **** about me. My brothers and sister from my dad's side doesn't give a **** about me and my nieces probably will grow up not knowing who the **** I am. My friend is probably is upset with me and talking **** about me behind my back to her aunt and uncle who have ****ed her over anyways and I gave her 180 dollars to help her with bills and told her to keep it along with the ****ing 50 bucks I told her she didn't have have to pay me back. Also said I looked like a man and made fun of me along with the ex "boyfriend" by calling me psycho. I'm sorry I feel like you're being a smart *** there. Last thing I wanna do is get into a fight. All I want is support. I don't want advice right now. I should of said that. Oh well <_<

Eh, I just don't feel good overall. I had a pdoc appointment. She didn't change a god damn thing about my meds and was probably happy that I lost that weight because I'm fat. I told the ***** that Abilify does nothing for me but insisted that I try the injections. I ****ing tried getting a new case manager and I talked to her boss and she wouldn't give me another case worker. I'm missing ****ing appointments and being late to them. It's ********.

Sorry the abilify isn't helping and you don't have a good case manager. I had many that didn't really do their job either but luckily I've got one now that's great. I hope you're able to get a different med that helps, is there any way you can get a different doctor or psych nurse practitioner (sometimes there's more of them available)? That seems weird that she'd try to put you on the injections if it's not helping you.

I'm not depressed cuz hiking and stuff

Many things happen in life

I used to go hiking with a group from the day program I was in, it was a lot of fun. love being out in nature