Roll Call 158!

Thank you. Idk what's going on. I regret not calling her more now. Fck man...

I hope she gets well.

One of my uncles died this year, he was quite young (mid 50s) but it was stage four cancer, they couldn’t do anything about it.

Well as long as you're intuitive you wont be telling me what to do and to obey the law.. lol (ESTJ) xd

"Commanders will simply crush the sensitivities of those they view as inefficient, incompetent or lazy."

That's basically what an INFP needs lol

ESTJs are my arch nemesis, I run into them way too frequently.

ESTJ, “you can’t do that!”

*I proceed to do whatever I want*

ESTJ, “I was talking to you.”

Me, an ENTJ, “Oh, right. You clearly mistook me for someone who gives a flying ****.”

Lol “Commander”, like I need any further excuses to inflate my ego. (But I’ll take it. Heh.)

Lol I was telling my mom and sister about the personality thing. I said my sister is an ISFJ, my mom is an ESTJ, my dad is an INFJ and my brother is an INTJ, me was INTP but psychedelics changed me to INFP.

My sister said "Why are you only talking about psychedelics recently.. Have you been doing them recently?". I say, "No :/ .. (; ;D"

Funny that my mom (ESTJ) cheats on my dad (INFJ) and they are divorced but now good friends that cant be around each other for long or they argue about politics..

Person who created mbti was INFP so yeah probably why I'm talking about it lots.. lol..

I took that test and got ISTJ-T.

When I was sick I was INTJ. After i was sick i was INTP.

Driving back to the city sitting in the jeep..

I told my mom about how my sister asked why I'm only talking about psychedelics now.. its cuz they teach you something.. I was looking at my mental health symptom Chart that I made since I was 18 in the psych ward and it says a year ago today, I was having panic attacks, depressed, anhedonic, unfocused and tired.. a microbiologist (Like SP) doesn't sir there glued to the microscope.. they work on what they have seen.. just like psychedelics.. psychedelics told me to work on myself so I did.. I'm gonna keep updating my mental health symptom chart even though I'm doing pretty good now.. That's why I believe that psychedelics can really be therapeutic even though they can cause bad effect short term.. long term is what matters..

My mom has like 6 personalities.. ESTJ (Work, stress, politics), ENFJ (Mother), ESFJ (Cooking, friends, hostess), INFP (Intuitive side for reading, being away from drama and looking after herself from cancer), ENFP (Severe ADHD and not getting anything done..).. Honestly that's what I've noticed.. She's amazingly unique in that way.. and mentally ill lmao..

Desoxyn I think youd like discord.

I love discord

I use it to talk to psychonauts and crypto/stock market investors =]

Just sent my short story to the editor. He said he would read it tomorrow. It's 36 pages long. That's a nice length to go to a café, get a coffee and a bagel, and sit down and read the entire thing in one sitting. If I have a style of writing, with a topic that is mine, this would be it. All those years reading philosophy and mythology and tragedy finally might pay off. I hope my editor likes it because I sure do. No worries, no long quotes or long histories, but there is a little to chew on and some to wonder about, the ending brought some tears to my yes as it dawned on me what it all meant at the end. <3

All my editor has to do is fix one formatting issue and edit it.

How did u find an editor?

Not doing well, back at my grandmas

A person I follow on Twitter announced that he publishes and edits, and that if anyone needed help he might be able to give it. This was last year during the holidays. He's a philosopher too, which means he has a great eye for detail and language. His last book was for teens that introduces them to a few philosophical ideas in a narrative.

His tweets are mostly choice quotes from authors. If you want to talk to him about editing or publishing anything, I can give you his contact info. He's a nice guy.

Thanks. I was wondering because I'll eventually need an editor for my autobiography.

Well I cooked the asparagus soup...gave the bf an upset stomach....either the dairy or the fiber load....have to say he is impossible to feed. He either can’t eat it or shouldn’t eat it....

That sucks. I love asparagus. Is it in a cream like substance in soup, or more like a salty clear base? I forget the word for it.

This was a creamy version because it got blended and had a some sour cream(fat free) for body.....it tasted incredible there were no complaints there....

I could probably make straight vegetable soup but he seems to have issues with fiber too which asparagus is rich in.....

I’m thinking I might have to look for vegan stuff....

Idk what to do if my sleep keeps getting worse. It keeps decreasing. From 6 hours for awhile down to 4. Wish I was sleeping a lot like before.

Make sure you don’t look at any bright screen when you wake up. Read something kind of dry and boring in actual paper format. Have a sleep routine like a fan or ocean noise that you use as a cue to fall asleep.

Your pensiveness intrigues me...

Sometimes I sit down and just starting thinking for no apparent reason. Either alone or in public I don’t give a singular damn. Lol.