Roll Call 158!

Work today and its gonna be intense. I see 3 people. I just gotta remember I'm off tomorrow.

Also seeing pdoc today.

Thanks, I ended up sleeping 12 hours last night

I saw a guy at Starbucks today.
No iPhone, No tablet,
No laptop.
He just sat there.
Drinking coffee.
Like a psychopath XD.

But no you think about cool things like me. A lot of the times I don't use my phone when everyone is on their phones. My thoughts are way more interesting..

But I love music and podcasts which might be making me rely on other people's thoughts to be more extroverted? Idk.. I don't remember anything from a podcast but when I listen to it again, I remember every word. That really bothers me.. Idk what that's about.. Maybe I need more access to my subconscious.. It's better than before but I still struggle with it. People naturally are able to do it.

I slept a lot last night, 14+ hours. Woke up to a tornado warning, that has passed but we're supposed to get bad weather throughout the day.

I slept 8 hours a day for a week. I hope I'm getting into a pattern of that now but could be the phenibut allowing me to sleep deeper, to dream more and have a more restful sleep.

I wonder if Xyrem (Non-tolerance GABA-B agonist - Deep REM sleep Narcolepsy med) would help me.

But right now I have 5x as many dreams as I normally would. Lol I wonder that’s why my mood is better also cuz I have such an amazing sleep..

But the dark side will come.. Less or no sleep..

Just drew for a bit

HAHA, I remember that one because a friend sent me that and said, “thought of you!” Cracked me up.

I don’t like being on my phone when I’m out of the house, that would defeat the purpose.

My subconscious is not for general audiences!

Star Wars in two days!!

I used to hate it when people are excited about this kind of things. New movies, new songs, food, pets, small things in life. But now I’m grateful that I can find joy in those things again.

Like this meme :

Nice drawing.

We don’t get it until Friday I think....

My NP put me on Vraylar.

I took that for awhile

How do u like it?

It was good. I didn't have any problems with it but my insurance wouldn't cover it since it's not available generic. So I switched over to abilify and Thorazine

Yea apparently my insurance covers it 100 percent but copays would be 550. So I need to see what to do.

Do you have an out of pocket max?

I'm not sure. But I saw on the vraylar website you can get VrayPay which lowers the monthly cost down to between 15 and 75 dollars based on your insurance. The manufacturers coupon also does that, but only for 12 uses.

Oh I guess vraypay is only 12 uses too...

I was on something that lowered abilify for about that long then they extended it so it worked out.

Oh good!

I suppose it's worth it to be on it.

Its fckn 36 out. Feels like 27 and I dont have a big coat.

I cant believe Christmas is next week.

We all can forge through the cold cuz we know its Christmas time. But once new years is over, we all hate the cold with every ounce in our body.

Yeah climate change sucks.....at least you guys don’t get the polar vortex.......