Roll Call 158!

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2019, 05:55 PM

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Are you depressed because of the holidays? I don’t know if this is your style but some people volunteer over the holiday season...that way you’re not alone but you’re also helping others. Just a thought...

Thanks, I'll figure something out to do. I might have dinner with my friend for Christmas. Idk I'm kind of just frustrated with this apartment thing and waiting lists. I feel like I've gotten nowhere in over a year of trying to get into somewhere new. But I'm still stuck here right now and I want to just walk out. I feel kind of alone in the world with my mom gone. She was my main family. Holidays are hard. I've been having

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suicidal thoughts tonight. It just seems like it would be nice to never wake up. I'm not going to do that though

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 18, 2019, 06:01 PM

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Thanks, I'll figure something out to do. I might have dinner with my friend for Christmas. Idk I'm kind of just frustrated with this apartment thing and waiting lists. I feel like I've gotten nowhere in over a year of trying to get into somewhere new. But I'm still stuck here right now and I want to just walk out. I feel kind of alone in the world with my mom gone. She was my main family. Holidays are hard. I've been having

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suicidal thoughts tonight. It just seems like it would be nice to never wake up. I'm not going to do that though

Sorry you’re feeling so bad. Yes it would be good if you saw your friend for Xmas. Sorry about the apartment waitlists.

I recommend ice cream therapy....let me write you a script for half a pint.....

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2019, 06:02 PM

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Sorry you’re feeling so bad. Yes it would be good if you saw your friend for Xmas. Sorry about the apartment waitlists.

I recommend ice cream therapy....let me write you a script for half a pint.....

Thanks

ice cream is the best

newtus · Dec 18, 2019, 06:14 PM

My mom is so stressed out from everything. And this is one time I actually understand.

What i dont understand is, her 3 sisters that live down the street from grandma arent gonna be taking care of her in the immediate time. 2 are going on vacation. 1 cant take care of her. But they are asking my mom to goto California from Texas to care for my grandma.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 18, 2019, 06:16 PM

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My mom is so stressed out from everything. And this is one time I actually understand.

What i dont understand is, her 3 sisters that live down the street from grandma arent gonna be taking care of her in the immediate time. 2 are going on vacation. 1 cant take care of her. But they are asking my mom to goto California from Texas to care for my grandma.

I understand...some people are selfish

SlumberKitty · Dec 18, 2019, 06:25 PM

Thanks @Sometimes psychotic

Hugs @Blue_Bird

newtus · Dec 18, 2019, 06:26 PM

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I understand...some people are selfish

Her and her family is very strange...

SlumberKitty · Dec 18, 2019, 06:26 PM

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My mom is so stressed out from everything. And this is one time I actually understand.

What i dont understand is, her 3 sisters that live down the street from grandma arent gonna be taking care of her in the immediate time. 2 are going on vacation. 1 cant take care of her. But they are asking my mom to goto California from Texas to care for my grandma.

Doesn't make sense. But that's how things work in my family too. The people that are the closest aren't always the ones that do the helping out. HUGS kit

newtus · Dec 18, 2019, 06:35 PM

Making vegetable rice from scratch, pretty much, and spinach.

I noticed when me and fiance are broke, we eat the healthiest.

newtus · Dec 18, 2019, 06:51 PM

Like I just said, I told fiance we eat much healthier when we are broke, because we are cooking all those veggies we wouldnt normally eat. The stuff that's left over after all the junk food is gone.

So we decided we would start buying more frozen veggies and rice, etc different stuff like that. Instead of chips, donuts, soda, etc.

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 18, 2019, 06:54 PM

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Like I just said, I told fiance we eat much healthier when we are broke, because we are cooking all those veggies we wouldnt normally eat. The stuff that's left over after all the junk food is gone.

So we decided we would start buying more frozen veggies and rice, etc different stuff like that. Instead of chips, donuts, soda, etc.

Yes my rule is to keep junk out of the house so I don’t eat it

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2019, 07:39 PM

Read for awhile. That always helps improve my mood.

Have a headache now. Going to dinner with my friend tomorrow

newtus · Dec 18, 2019, 07:42 PM

The spinach and rice were horrible. We will stick to buying packaged rice that cost 97 cents. And no spinach.

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2019, 08:05 PM

I hope this tiredness in the day wears off eventually. I feel like I'm drunk

Sometimes psychotic · Dec 18, 2019, 08:15 PM

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I hope this tiredness in the day wears off eventually. I feel like I'm drunk

That sounds awful....hope it wears off......

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2019, 08:38 PM

Have Lindsey Stirling on shuffle. I have all her albums except the newest one Artemis, need to get that. Someone told me about 15 minute timer cleaning so I'm trying that out. I got my counters cleared and scrubbed. That's a start

newtus · Dec 18, 2019, 09:15 PM

I guess trump is impeached.

Angelique67 · Dec 18, 2019, 09:18 PM

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My mom seems overwhelmed, they might not do the surgery on the 23rd for a couple reasons and she’s just freaking out. It’s like her whole life is centered on getting rid of the cancer. I don’t think she realizes that she’s stage four or what that really means. It’s just a matter of time, all they can do is slow it down not stop it. I told her if they don’t do the surgery it’s so they give you more time....it’s because they don’t want to kill you with the surgery if you’re not in good enough health for it.

I don’t know what the psychology is for cancer but I feel like she would benefit from someone who would talk to her about what her condition means and how to deal with it. She doesn’t want to see a therapist though, I’m not sure why.

My bestest had lung cancer and it went into remission (knock wood). She was at stage 4. There are miracles happening everyday.

Atypical_Disaster · Dec 18, 2019, 09:19 PM

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I guess trump is impeached.

I've been watching it all unfold when I can ...

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2019, 09:22 PM

Have pumpkin bars baking

Angelique67 · Dec 18, 2019, 09:23 PM

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Sorry I’m in such a dark place right now.....it’s just spiraling around....

I'm so sorry. The stress sounds unbearable.

Blue_Bird · Dec 18, 2019, 09:29 PM

Dizzy and feel like I'm gonna throw up. I hate adjusting to med changes.

newtus · Dec 18, 2019, 09:35 PM

My abdomen hurts. Like it hurts like a cramp like I'm on my period. I havent really eaten today. Few spoonfuls of that rice. I'm hungry but I dont want what I made. It tasted bad. I had some chocolate today but I gave the rest to fiance. I'm all sugared out.