Roll Call 158!

I have a knack for finding ways to get extra money. Idk how I do it, but I do it.

Btw, I only bought like 3 things on amazon that day. Ibotta has deals on cashback everyday, different ones. This particular day they had like 20 percent cashback. So that's like 20 percent on each item I bought. I bought them separately, not on purpose. And ibotta also had a deal that if u use Amazon that day, you get an extra 5 dollar bonus.

I wish it was monday already.

Where is everyone?

Somehow slept for 14 hours

How do u feel?

Alright, just tired

Suck my cookies

I'm getting bored, fast.

I threw up then went to sleep

Wanna play a game?

Keep hydrated. It’ll help. Ibuprofen helps with headache at least for me.

What game?

The soldiers!

Think I'm gonna watch Once Upon a Deadpool today, got the DVD from the library

Whether or not a god exists, if he or she showed self, the world wouldn't be the same. We'd be ruled by love. And what is love without hate to appreciate it. What is it without the "What are we doing here? Why are we here?", looking up at the the stars, wondering about everything, the uncertainty.

It wouldn't be life.

I posted that cuz there is fighting and hard feelings. We must get along. For we all have illness. A schizo one. To understand each other is good. We could make art together. We know with the right things said, people can appreciate.

So keep posting about the sickness and learn from each other. The soldiers are the ones that can't post here. And you are both not soldiers.

- Mediator

People run away from me because I’m “weird” and ****. People run away from me because of how my family is and how they can be. People run away because They look at me and just flat out not like me at all.

Your treatment team sucks so much. You need a therapist to talk to like twice a week and work on self. Like confidence, self-esteem, possible borderline, delusions, dysphoria and depression, mania, etc.

It's not your fault. You've had a bad life (Worst trauma I've seen in a person), family, bad circumstances, ****** card in life. When people leave you, it has to do with them. Not you.

Some people don't have a personality. I've met many of them online. They go into chats and say "asl?" and I once decided to troll people that were doing "Rollplay" by putting gore into it until they log out.

I've been a moderator in every forum, game, sever, chat I've ever been except here. You have a strong personality like me. Us people are mental and have OCD (You, me, Linday, the rabbit in winnie the poh).

And speedy gonzales has amphetamine addiction.

I don’t think I’m borderline or ocd or gender dysphoria but hey I guess. Plus I find myself in a situation right now that idk how to go about it. Or say anything about it because idk what it is but I feel like it’s my fault.

It will pass. Borderline is when people leave you.. Idk don't mind me I just label people..

Dysphoria doesn't mean a transgender thing but it means the opposite of "Euphoria".. The thing that addicts chase..

Eh I think it’s more of a fear of abandonment and attempts to prevent real or false abandonment. There’s also like 9 and need like 5 of the symptoms to be considered borderline. I mean I don’t fear abandonment but like anyone else it would hurt like a *****.

I asked my mom if I could buy 100x 0.02mg legal 1p-LSD (1-propionyl-lysergic acid diethylamide) blotters so 3 month supply for 90 dollars because it works better than an SSRI but she said no...

Lol you tell me not to do lsd or shrooms and well lmao. Once I have money to spare I wanna try shrooms lmao.

When in a good mental state, they strengthen that state. When in a bad mental state, they strengthen that state..