Roll Call 168 =)

falcon09 · Jun 19, 2020, 02:45 PM

clozapine labs came back, hopefully I can start the med tomorrow.

falcon09 · Jun 19, 2020, 02:54 PM

Omg the clozapine refill is visible on my pharmacy site lol.

It's silly but I've been waiting to get on this med for years this is exciting

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020, 02:56 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

Omg the clozapine refill is visible on my pharmacy site lol.

It's silly but I've been waiting to get on this med for years this is exciting

Awesome!!!

newtus · Jun 19, 2020, 02:58 PM

I’m tired a bit

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020, 03:05 PM

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I’m tired a bit

So am I.....

SlumberKitty · Jun 19, 2020, 03:11 PM

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Originally Posted by bpcyclist

Ever since I was a little boy, I have been hooked on Ludlum and Clancy and Bond and so on. Don't know why, but I just love thrillers and spy books/movies.

I totally love Bond. I have almost all of the movies. I love Daniel Craig. I love Pierce Brosnan. I like all of them but Daniel is my favorite I think. I love him so much!!!

SlumberKitty · Jun 19, 2020, 03:12 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I’m tired a bit

Yeah me too!

newtus · Jun 19, 2020, 03:13 PM

Sometimes I watch my 600 lb life or KUWTK

SlumberKitty · Jun 19, 2020, 03:14 PM

Talked to my coworker about one of the supposed delusions. She seemed to help me with it. At least if she thinks I'm a freak, she didn't say so.

Desoxyn · Jun 19, 2020, 03:17 PM

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Am I the only one who really doesn’t watch tv like at all?

It’s so mindless. I like to interact with stuff which is why I like video games, and even this VR.

I haven't watched TV in like 1.5 decades lol

WastingAsparagus · Jun 19, 2020, 03:21 PM

Thinking I need to double up on therapy sessions or something weekly. I don't know...

Desoxyn · Jun 19, 2020, 03:22 PM

I feel like I'm dissociating a little. I had really bad dreams of being in catholic school and being inside video games before everything self destructs. I was really distressed in every dream. I can't really tell if some of my dreams happened in reality or not.

Desoxyn · Jun 19, 2020, 03:24 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Thinking I need to double up on therapy sessions or something weekly. I don't know...

I gave up on my therapist. I called a few weeks ago and it said that she's "Away for unknown reason" and then phoned on Friday and on Monday I got a call saying "She's away for a week".

I don't care anymore.

cogladaid · Jun 19, 2020, 03:26 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Makes sense

My mind gets distracted tho if I’m not doing something with my hands

I crochet or look at my phone while I’m watching tv.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020, 03:28 PM

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Originally Posted by WastingAsparagus

Thinking I need to double up on therapy sessions or something weekly. I don't know...

Could not hurt....

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020, 03:28 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I gave up on my therapist. I called a few weeks ago and it said that she's "Away for unknown reason" and then phoned on Friday and on Monday I got a call saying "She's away for a week".

I don't care anymore.

That’s irresponsible and sucky of her she needs a backup T

Blue_Bird · Jun 19, 2020, 03:32 PM

I went downstairs and checked the mail

SlumberKitty · Jun 19, 2020, 03:34 PM

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I went downstairs and checked the mail

Yeah! That's a big step for you right now!

cogladaid · Jun 19, 2020, 03:34 PM

I’m trying to watch less TV. I’m watching more HGTV and educational programming now during the summer with all the shows on break. I wish some shows I watched would get cancelled so I wouldn’t have to watch anymore. Not that they’re bad but just I only have so much time.

And I watch a lot of old movies. That’s the bulk of my DVR.

SlumberKitty · Jun 19, 2020, 03:36 PM

Anyone remember pound puppies from like the 1980's? (Yeah, I'm old.) Well I wanted one so bad. But I didn't get the one I wanted. Even though I'm pretty sure I pointed it out to my parents multiple times. Anyway, I found it on Amazon (gotta love Amazon) and I ordered it and it's supposed to be coming today. My parents are going to roll their eyes over another stuffed animal but I don't care. It was instant love!

SlumberKitty · Jun 19, 2020, 03:36 PM

The hole in my chest doesn't feel as big today. Maybe like 3 to 4 inches. Maybe it is getting smaller. Maybe it will go away.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020, 03:42 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Anyone remember pound puppies from like the 1980's? (Yeah, I'm old.) Well I wanted one so bad. But I didn't get the one I wanted. Even though I'm pretty sure I pointed it out to my parents multiple times. Anyway, I found it on Amazon (gotta love Amazon) and I ordered it and it's supposed to be coming today. My parents are going to roll their eyes over another stuffed animal but I don't care. It was instant love!

I actually sewed pound puppies for Christmas one year there was a kit you could get! But on the stuffed note during my recovery I got starlite the horse from rainbow Brite on eBay

for similar reasons.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 19, 2020, 03:43 PM

Bf is recovering supposed to pick him up in twenty minutes....

SlumberKitty · Jun 19, 2020, 03:44 PM

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I actually sewed pound puppies for Christmas one year there was a kit you could get! But on the stuffed note during my recovery I got starlite the horse from rainbow Brite on eBay

for similar reasons.

OMG! I forgot about Rainbow Brite! She was frickin' fabulous!