Roll Call 168 =)

Sorry you’re experiencing symptoms today....I really hope the clozapine works out for you....

It’s ok. I actually feel normal today and motivated. Little sleepy all day but not too much cuz I slept all day yesterday. Got started on the Pokémon expansion pass.

Tomorrow’s the big day. Spent some time with fiancé looking at the oculus website to see what kinds of games and experiences they offer. Think I’m gonna try experiences first like National Geographic VR, Wander, the green book, the music one, and others.

Excited beyond belief! AND I have to sign for the package, so it’s obvs a big deal, lmao.

Fiancé says he won’t see me for a week cuz ima be in the matrix. Lmao.

I guess Facebook owns Oculus. So you can integrate it with Facebook.

Glad it is a bit better, falcon.

The right meds and a little retail therapy can do wonders.....yeah if I don’t see you tomorrow i’ll Know whats up lol.

Hehe!

This wasn’t no LIL retail therapy but

But maybe I should stay on 3mg vraylar. I wasn’t super tired alll day. I was sleeping a lot on 3 last time but I could’ve been depressed too I feel a slight bit engergized today. Not even enough for hypomania. But I’ll take what I can get!

Ill check in! Apparently you can record what you do in the experiences/games through the oculus so I’ll record what I see and do. You can see what my hands touch and like if I pick up a flower etc or pet an animal. But yea! I’ll make a video if I figure out how too lol. Fiancé is excited too. He saw a couple things he liked. Something that was like call of duty and something else that was a zombie game, and then a Star Wars VR.

Honestly I have high expectations somewhat. I mean it’s somewhat low but when I saw the raving reviews on any site I went to, I was like “hm I gotta see for myself”!

Yeah aren’t those like $500 or so nowadays?

Can’t wait to see it....if I don’t see it right away it’s because I’m the designated driver for the bf after colonoscopy tomorrow.

As I like to say, if it’s cheaper than inpatient deductible it’s worth it totally

Newtus for me vraylar was very activating.

At 6mg I had major insomnia, at 3mg I was a bit anxious and energized.

That’s actually really good to know and I’m so glad u told me that, thank you!

Whatever fireworks they're setting off sound like cannons and just shook the actual building. This was in the local news too, people have been complaining about it

It’s too soon for fireworks they’re virtually illegal here except sparklers but they really don’t enforce it.

You can do FW here but out in the country only like where my dad lives. Outside of city limits.

I saw a huge fireworks show on pioneer woman in Oklahoma....still I grew up with some of the nice fireworks because the laws weren’t as strict.....

Yeah same here. They’re illegal. It’s been going on for a few weeks now every night.

It goes on all night too till like 2 or 3 in the morning

Man I’d be calling the cops....I need my sleep

I remember getting pissed off when people were lighting fireworks off at 8pm every night.

Now they're not anymore.

I assume people got tired of it.

Used to make me really angry though.

I keep buying subscriptions to apps. Apps I want/need. But oh well.

What do they do? I have a couple for my bike and one for meds.

One is note-taking and cloud storage and stuff.

Another for books.

One for journaling.

I tried to make a money journal to try to reduce my spending but it never works...

Also I can't focus on a book to save my life right now. I don't know why.

Edit: I do know why. There are sooooo many distractions.

Same!!!!!!!

Lying in bed listening to music. My sister asked if I want take out food and I said bring me two cokes. I'm on my phone cuz too lazy to get up to go on computer 2ft away.