Roll Call 168 =)

They did take a culture and cat scans. Said it was nothing but muscle strain

Oh I didn’t realize...i thought you said they didn’t take your pee?

Ok I just took like the antibiotic and acetaminophen. Idk what to do now

Relax? It should kick in in 30 minutes or so....

I don’t remember saying that but idk

Bpcyclist asked if they did a urine culture....to rule out uti...I thought you said no?


I mean if it’s negative then no need for th antibiotics....

Which one? Lmao

I thought I said yes. Cuz he said no kidney stones. Welp, I done already taken the AB. Fck me. I don’t want to die.

This is sort of a med-related thing -- does clozapine replace all other meds, or can you use clozapine with other meds? I just looked it up and it seems like it interacts with a lot of other meds. I was looking to switch to clozapine because of my impulsive ****. And generally my pdoc has no consensus as to whether the meds I am on are helping.

Clozapine labs still not in..... effing annoyed

I joined Match. This online dating thing is getting expensive as ****, and I messaged a dozen women and not one has messaged me back. What's up with that? Wierd.

Shyt...
Just realized ima be getting a bill from the ER in 2-3 weeks. Fck.

Oh there is no money in PhDs, you’re better off with a masters if that’s your goal.

Side hurts again

Business school, then, banking, insurance, or other finance. Easy path to money. Or just skip B school and go right to work. My best pal is like the #8 person at the largest bank in the US and he never got his MBA. Just super good at his job. Go where the money is if you want to make money.

Made my first ever weekly schedule starting tomorrow 22nd (22nd - 28th June 2020) - It took me 70 minutes to make.

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Every second day
Shave, shower/cold shower (23rd, 25th, 27th)

Every day (22nd - 28th)
Coffee, nicotine gum, PC, Snapchat, Messanger, Music
Meds taken
Hygiene
Chores
Learn one new word in English and one new word in Spanish
One hour of podcasts (JRE/DTFH/Alan Watts/Terence Mckenna)
An hour of reading (TBGCU)
Memory journal (End of day)

Once a week
90 minutes of researching investing in stock market, cryptocurrency and day trading (Discord and reddit, psychonaut and investing servers). (23rd)
90 minutes of learning about one different country. (22nd)
An hour of learning how to make money online. (25th)
45 minutes of researching conspiracies (24th)
30 minutes of solving hard puzzles on brain game apps and internet (26th)
30 minutes of looking up research papers on the brain in relation to self, meds, pharma, neuro, brain waves, psychedelics, cancer drugs, etc (27th)
30 minutes learning about number theory, coding and cryptography (28th)
30 minutes learning about the dark web, hacking, virus protection, VPNS etc

Twice a week
Exercise (Gym, snowshoeing, hiking, mountain biking, running, skiing) (23rd and 24th)
One hour of reading a short story (25th and 26th)
2 hours of playing guitar and/or piano, finding inspiring songs by listening to music - Maybe writing songs and poems. (25th and 27th)
An hour of learning about nutrition and water fasting (23rd 28th)
90 minutes of playing video games (Steam, Xbox, PS4, - Look up about VR headsets on YouTube) (22nd and 26th)
An hour of mysticism, philosophy, religion (Buddhism for example), meditation and spirituality (25th and 28th)
An hour about futurism and technology (27th and 22nd)

Three times a week
An hour of doing one of each online courses (Online neurochemistry course, geometry course and physics course) (25th, 26th and 28th)
An hour of Netflix (TMNG, Black holes/Cosmos, nuclear energy - And others) (23rd, 25th and 27th)
30 minutes of watching the news (Any of the 3 days)
30 minutes of meditating (A goal: When feeling like it in any of the 3 days)

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If anyone has any thoughts or feelings let me know =] It kind of makes me laugh that I did this cuz I'm not sure even... idk

I wrote it all in 7 daily planners.

I thought I said yes. Cuz he said no kidney stones. Welp, I done already taken the AB. Fck me. I don’t want to die.

You are not going to die, newtus. Do you still not have a fever?

I'm gonna be on clozapine + lexapro + lithium