Roll Call 168 =)

Blue_Bird · Jun 21, 2020, 02:21 PM

Here’s some of them

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 21, 2020, 02:23 PM

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I’m not messing with my meds anymore. There’s no point in messing things up when I’m on a good mix that’s helping me. I’ll just accept that I need them.

Anyway, I’m craving bacon. I saw a post on Facebook, a pic of bacon, now I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s been so long since I’ve had any. Maybe I’ll get some when I go to Denny’s next weekend.

I’m glad you’ll be keeping on your meds...it can be a hard thing to accept.

Bacon is the best!

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 21, 2020, 02:23 PM

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Here’s some of them

Look super yummy bluebird!

WastingAsparagus · Jun 21, 2020, 02:39 PM

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I’m not messing with my meds anymore. There’s no point in messing things up when I’m on a good mix that’s helping me. I’ll just accept that I need them.

Anyway, I’m craving bacon. I saw a post on Facebook, a pic of bacon, now I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s been so long since I’ve had any. Maybe I’ll get some when I go to Denny’s next weekend.

Glad to hear you're not messing with meds anymore... It can be a tough thing to accept, but the meds are there for your benefit, ultimately (at least that is the goal). I have come to a similar realization lately.

Job 30 26 · Jun 21, 2020, 03:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I’m not messing with my meds anymore. There’s no point in messing things up when I’m on a good mix that’s helping me. I’ll just accept that I need them.

Anyway, I’m craving bacon. I saw a post on Facebook, a pic of bacon, now I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s been so long since I’ve had any. Maybe I’ll get some when I go to Denny’s next weekend.

I feel my meds are the best they will be as well. So I just have to accept that this is my life. There's a small victory in that.

Erti · Jun 21, 2020, 03:23 PM

I keep waking up in a panic thinking I'm about to die.

bpcyclist · Jun 21, 2020, 03:25 PM

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Yummer!......

bpcyclist · Jun 21, 2020, 03:28 PM

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I keep waking up in a panic thinking I'm about to die.

I am sorry, Erti. Did something happen to provoke this feeling? Do you have any Klonopin or whatever?

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 21, 2020, 03:32 PM

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I keep waking up in a panic thinking I'm about to die.

That sounds pretty scary....

Erti · Jun 21, 2020, 03:33 PM

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I am sorry, Erti. Did something happen to provoke this feeling? Do you have any Klonopin or whatever?

probably a bad dream that I can't remember which is possible because I have PTSD dreams from sexual abuse.

Desoxyn · Jun 21, 2020, 04:16 PM

Feeling good today.

Gonna make a plan of things to do for a week. It will be different things every day. Idk if I can do it though.

bpcyclist · Jun 21, 2020, 04:19 PM

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probably a bad dream that I can't remember which is possible because I have PTSD dreams from sexual abuse.

I'm so sorry, Erti. I also have PTSD. Sometimes, I use deep breathing to help me calm down. It helps a lot. I hope you feel better soon.

cogladaid · Jun 21, 2020, 04:24 PM

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By the time you finish all your coworkers and grad school friends also have one....I was the first in my family to have one but then my cousin got her masters in epidemiology along with a psych doctorate and my other cousin got his DO. Neither of my parents finished college so it should have been a big deal, but it wasn’t to me. My sister didn’t finish college either, but frankly she’s always been smarter than me. The degree doesn’t indicate much, it’s literally a piece of paper I’ve got in a file somewhere.

Plus with a PhD it’s like people think oh so you’re not a real doctor anyway or alternately that you know everything like google. It just causes a lot of confusion.

However I don’t want to discourage you from getting one if you want, it’s nice to have but I thinks there’s a lot of misperception of it.

I don’t know if I would go for it but it would be cool I think. I think of the sense of accomplishment for myself and the money more than anything hahaha. I aim to at least double my current salary so I’m ready to put in the work. See how I feel once I finish this degree.

falcon09 · Jun 21, 2020, 04:26 PM

Clozapine labs still not in..... effing annoyed

Job 30 26 · Jun 21, 2020, 04:28 PM

I joined Match. This online dating thing is getting expensive as ****, and I messaged a dozen women and not one has messaged me back. What's up with that? Wierd.

Job 30 26 · Jun 21, 2020, 04:29 PM

There is a lot more conservative women on Match, maybe that's why it's not clicking.

Blue_Bird · Jun 21, 2020, 04:38 PM

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Clozapine labs still not in..... effing annoyed

Sorry falcon, I hope they’ll be in soon so you can get started on the med

newtus · Jun 21, 2020, 04:50 PM

I’m awake again

newtus · Jun 21, 2020, 05:03 PM

Shyt...
Just realized ima be getting a bill from the ER in 2-3 weeks. Fck.

WastingAsparagus · Jun 21, 2020, 05:21 PM

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I joined Match. This online dating thing is getting expensive as ****, and I messaged a dozen women and not one has messaged me back. What's up with that? Wierd.

I'm sorry. I never had good luck with Match actually. And it is super expensive, too.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 21, 2020, 05:22 PM

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I don’t know if I would go for it but it would be cool I think. I think of the sense of accomplishment for myself and the money more than anything hahaha. I aim to at least double my current salary so I’m ready to put in the work. See how I feel once I finish this degree.

Oh there is no money in PhDs, you’re better off with a masters if that’s your goal.

WastingAsparagus · Jun 21, 2020, 05:22 PM

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Clozapine labs still not in..... effing annoyed

I'm sorry. It can be a pain waiting to start a new med, especially when you have high expectations and a lot riding on it. I hope they get everything through ASAP!